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Written back in 2023
A log of about 34,000 words. While written in 2023, the dreams themselves are non-linear enough that you can see what sticks in my head even after many years.

July 5, 2023, 3:32 AM
The Tiny Monster's Bargain


I remember a dream where there was a monster that was in the form of a tiny toy-like thing.

A man was in the car. Webs were beginning to appear.

I tried to negotiate by interacting with the monster through the man I offered the physical location of their target through knowledge of the target's friend, who played in another band.

I took another decision. I forgot.

Before this scene, I remember a toddler looking dead with eyes wide and leaning against it's stroller.

I remember that I wasn't there, but I was watching it from afar, presumably through a screen.

I remember half-dreaming about needing to know aircon regulation while hacking or coding an aircon to output higher than it can normally.


July 6, 2023, 2:45 AM
The Enemies Who Refilled Our Water


I had a dream about superpowers. 

They beat me and my brother — (or —) badly, so they went and refilled our water with cold ones. These people seemed to be people that looked like — —.

I remember that it was like superpowers, and we were fighting several different people.

I remember two enemy supers (individuals with superpowers). 

I remember that we shot one of them dead. And I tried to punch the other one. I tried to follow, but they flew top fast.

I was undeterred, looking like a stern superman as I levitated a few feet down to the ground.

I remember the scared faces of the one I was about to punch. 

I remember that they underestimated us.

I think I had a false wake up where I went downstairs and saw them as they entered our house afterwards to refill our water. I'm not sure. 

I don't know how they beat my brother or me. I don't remember, but I remember an image depicting the face of my brother against the ground, taking up the whole view. His right eye was open, but a stout slash went over his face. His left eye was either closed or didn't appear to be there. 

I remember we were fighting in a city with no civilians that I remember. 

I remember the person who escaped because they flew too fast for me. They were a bright light that disappeared in the horizon

I remember that I was seeing myself often from afar. Maybe it wasn't even me. I saw myself from afar when I levitated a few feet to the ground. 

I remember when the people who refilled our water with cold water went inside our house back and forth from the screen door to the dining room-kitchen. They might have been bringing gifts, but I don't remember. 

I remember that they were scared that we might retaliate. (Or maybe it was an assumption I made in the dream.)

I remember the hairstyle of the person who flew too fast and the feeling of punching her. I remember her scared face,and the lumpy feeling of punching her. I felt like I was punching mochi the same way Japanese chefs (or something similar) pound mochi. 

She had pinkish-red hair. The top of her hair was white while the bottom of both her strands at her left and right were black. However, it might have been light (highlight) and shadow. a hairstyle like the "Virtual Youtuber" Ange Katrina but with much less bangs and more pink hair. "Virtual Youtuber" is a Youtube creator with a virtual avatar. 

In the dream, I wrote "we" against enemies. I don't who "we" were because I only remember seeing me. However, I'm very sure that it was "we" rather than "I." 

I was punching this super that looked like Ange Katrina on the ground. I don't remember where we shot the other one.

I remember that it was one of the people with me who shot the other one. Maybe it was — or —. I'm not sure. 

The people who were refilling our water looked much different from the supers we fought, but I recognized them as being in the same group as the enemy supers. I also remember them talking about something, but I don't remember. I remember that they numbered 10 or above 10.

I saw one person who looked like — — wearing a black shirt and what I surmise to be gray pants or pajamas or something equally long. Maybe the long undergarment had a hint of blue.

The girl super actually looks like the Virtual Youtuber Lui (Holo X) rather than Ange Katrina. 


July 8, 2023, 3:29 AM
When the Livestream Became Real


I had a dream about monsters. 

Monsters. I'm in a dark place that looks like an office.

The Monsters are powerful, and they are scary.

I remember seeing a video with my face on the left bottom corner of the screen playing the game.

I remember watching this video and it having chapters. I remember at the end of each chapter, it showed a clip from me playing the game live. I don't remember the original content though. 

When the monster ate the apples it got stronger.

I remember hiding, and thinking about the fact that these monsters can be programmed to go last place seen.

The monster looked like a crystal Pokémon creature, but because of the darkness, the realistic, immersive moody lighting, and the threat that the monster posed, it was scary.

I remember that before this monster, I was trying to fight living objects like brroms or something. I remember using a hook to try to grab these living objects.

I remember —, —, —, and maybe — who was farthest away. I remember that we were at the park of — —. I remember that we were throwing something circular like a disc or something.

I remember we were going to throw these discs at large, rectangular, bent objects around 1 meter in length and trying to hit the part of it that would make it flip over. It was bent upward rather than downward, so it looked like a a wide, stretched letter lowercase V.

I think I remember that the discs were CDs actually.

I remember that we each had the large rectangular bent object. They were set on the sand at the park playground while we're standing outside of the sand playground. We were on the lowest side of the park near those trees with cracked cement bases. Although in this dream, I didn't turn around to see the cracked bases, but we really were at the park. 

I remember the video, which had my face at the corner and showed the office game with the monsters and living objects, somehow led to me actually being there.

I remember the feeling of other people were watching the livestream clip part of the video and feeling disappointed over the decisions I took while engaging the game with the creatures. 

I remember that — and — were saying something. 

I remember leaving a disk for — atop the wall of the sandy playground because I realized there were more than enough. 

The disks were all atop this wall in front of each of us. 

In my dream, I think — was much shorter than me. Though, in reality, he's very much near my height. 


July 9, 2023, 7:02 AM
Words Are Sugar


I had a dream about pretending to be this crawling human creature. 

I'm on a spaceship. I'm pretending to be a creature whose muscles is incapable of walking. I saw —, who is a person from the church networks, that I called hot.

I remember my mother pretending to be dead and then getting me to pretend being dead with her. That's when the spaceship monster-orc-aliens came and found us.

I decided to pretend I was just waking up from exhaustion or weakness, groaning, ect.

They brought me, and I remember there were girls there who I likened to dogs looking for a mate and thought to be unintelligent. I remember trying to look outside to see what was going on.

I remember one other guy besides the alien that found me trying to kill me. I think he looked like Aatrox. He kicked me once and then tried to put all his power into his next attack, almost killing me. However, I harmed him by either scratching or biting him—I imagined I was a creature so maybe I really did become a creature for that short moment. I remember one of the girls there asking me why I was on my phone, and I remember saying, "Words are sugar." The woman accepted the answer, smiled, said "Okay," and left.

I remember there was something before my mother and I playing dead.

When — suddenly appeared, I spoke quickly and secretly, getting her to come closer. That's when I told her she was hot. I didn't see a discernable expression. I was waiting for her answer, saying, "What?" 

I remember —.

I remember walking and passing through a long line of people, whom I believed to be my classmates from —. I remember that the line was set in a place full of hills and hilly, sloping, stepped roads.

I remember that one of the roads connected to large gray bridges that resembled skyways. I remember floating downward from this bridges or skyways one by one. The bridges were high atop one another. I was floating down through low gravity that can only be experienced at the bridges. Hanging off the edge and then letting go was how I got down. 

— and a few others told me to be careful.

I remember almost falling at the last bridge, but I found a way to escape through a line or something that led to the ground. I remember seeing — there. I think he was in a small rectangular pool on the ground.

After that, I forgot, but that somehow led to my mother and I playing dead.

I remember that there was something before the line of my classmates. I remember something before, but all I remember is weaving through the lines thrice. The place was like a labyrinth with the line being on a path that sloped downward and sharply turned as if in a staircase at one point.

The place where I passed by my classmates and right before I went downhill had yellow lightning on the right side I think.


July 10, 2023
The Electricity Line Level-Up


A while ago, as of writing (7/10/2023), I had a dream where I fought with Dad and then with my brother —.

— has this electricity line in the wall, and then, when we had a verbal confrontation about something, he decided to look for a level-up in this electricity line. I think he found it, but he ended up a knife instead to attack.

He stabbed me, and then I screamed.

I remember getting a sudden, intrusive thought before I woke up that I had the moral high ground likely because he was the perpetrator.


July 12, 2023, 9:29 AM
Earwin's Smile


I had a dream.
I remember the egg monsters who fought and trained. They are. I remember a woman that I said they were going to be sparring or training with.

I remember that the woman some kind of monster as well.

I remember that Earwin was on our side. I remember that he was from Earth and that he was trying to find a way to die. Someone was preventing him.

I remember that when he finally was able to shoot himself, he was smiling so widely with his eyes very big two-dimensionally like in anime.

I remember the person who was with him making sure he couldn't kill himself.

I was with them. I remember that after Earwin (From Attack on Titan) killed himself. I killed myself too by shooting myself. I remember lying there against a wall looking at a empty floor that looked like the outside due to how wide it was. I remember that it was inside though.

I remember we entered through a door.

I remember that I was riding a bike and retreating from a group of people on bikes.

I remember that the bikes had new technology that it faster (or better).

I remember running through these tunnels.

The room where Earwin died was somewhere.

There was a path leading sideways that diverged from the very wide tunnel.

I remember seeing the forms of the bikers from afar in the tunnel. 

I remember that since Earwin came from Earth, when he killed himself, he came back to Earth or something.

However, I didn't, so when I killed myself, I just died.

I remember the frustrated look of the person who was supposed to be preventing Earwin from killing himself.

I remember that person holding the World War 2 German pistol and finishing me off.

The monster eggs and the woman who was probably a monster could have been in a scene before Earwin or after. Though, I'm sure it was before. It just seemed like that because I remembered the eggs first as soon as I awoke. I remember the feeling that the eggs were gone, but at the same time, maybe they had something to do with Earwin and were on Earwin's and my side. 

I remember that Earwin shot himself while hiding behind a thin, rectangular wall that acted as a pillar while the person preventing him from killing himself was on the other side. I forgot what this person was doing or what we were doing in the room. Maybe I wasn't even with Earwin and only came after a while because I was still running from the bikers while on a bike earlier. 


July 14, 2023, 10:50 AM
Hiding on the Disabled Plot


I had a dream about Roblox. 

I remember that I was playing roblox, but the way the dream was presented made it seem that I was inside the game because it showed the game only rather than real life.

I could even hear the people trying to kill me talking as if it was reality.

I was in a Roblox game where I had a sword. I forgot exactly what my clothes looked like, but I think I had a semi-elaborate attire with a hat.

I had a base where a group of young girls were attacking me. I believe that I had offended them.

I remember that in the dream, I came back to play Roblox after a long time. I drew ire from the girls for a reason that I forgot. I think they were mobbing me out of me doing something that they perceived as bad.

I remember that I was "hiding" on a square plot that was made up of smaller square plots with written text that regarded various ailments such as blindness. Actually, I forgot what they were exactly, but I remember having text along the lines of "Disabled" as in physically disabled following me around and representing me. I hid by positioning myself on the boxes and being part of the rest of the boxes with various texts.

I remember walking and them attacking me as soon as I left the square plot. I believe that since I was in Roblox, I could only walk. Running was a functionality you had to implement in Roblox Studio.

I remember using the sword to attack the Roblox characters that represented the girls. They wore an attire that looked quite elaborate in a manner that fitted an ornate, golden-clothed soldier of some sort rather than a typical attire for a young girl.

I remember that my base was a ramp that curved upward to a wall. The square plot as next to a wall as well. We were in a enclosed area.

I remember that the girls were talking somewhat casually while they waited for me to exit the square plot. When I did exit, they still talked somewhat casually for people who disliked me.

Their voices sounded faint rather than vehement with rage.

I remember thinking about League of Legends, maybe regarding lux, when I exited the plot and ran toward my base nearby. My base was a short distance away from the square plot.

The square plot was next to an eastern wall, while my ramp base was next to a northern wall.

I believe my base had the ability to lazer attack enemies that came inside. My base was only a ramp, but if the girls stayed inside, they would lose a great sum—probably half—of their health over seconds.

I remember I was fighting a stronger enemy that I needed to kill via the base lazer. I remember seeing a League of Legends health bar over this stronger enemy that may or may not have been one of the girls. Most likely, it was someone else.

I remember using the sword correctly by rotating from side to side to make the non-collidable touching part, the sword, collide several times faster and more by quickly making it escape touch only to again touch the body parts of my target, applying greater damage overall. Rotating from side to side allowed the sword to escape touch, and the touch event was when the damage was applied to the target. 

I remember that there was more to the dream before the girls and the Roblox.

I believe my base had a white transparent, non-collidable wall that signified that it was a base and my base for one and that passing through this wall would make the lazer start attacking you.

I remember that the reason the square plot helped me escape from the girls temporarily was regarding their tendency to avoid attacking someone who was among the texts that displayed various illness like the text "Disabled" representing me only during my time at the square plot.

I remember in the dream feeling that I was wasting my time maybe because I was playing Roblox or League of Legends.

I forgot the weapons of the girls, but I remember them killing me several times.

I remember seeing the typical blue sky above the enclosed area once I went to the base and began to use the sword attacking technique on one of the girls.

I remember a distinct feeling and thought process that I had within the dream. I believe that I was thinking about real life outside of the Roblox game but still within the dream and the things happening like the girls and beginning to become introspective within the dream. 


July 15, 2023, 6:23 AM
Office Saga and the Poisonous Lizard


I had a half-asleep dream

where I was somewhat half-playing and half-inside a book/film/game. The medium, called Office Saga, introduced various environments such as watery office hallway, computer with lots of cable networks mixed with vegetation and greeny. I heard and/or read comments while inside the medium that the way that the computers mixed together was unique.

I remember the lizard that was brought into the medium that had a poisonous tail I believe. I believe I somehow brought it in or created it via some game developer kind of way. 

I remember one of the comments reading something about the ending and why it was so something.

I remember the Amazon-like page where I saw the medium.

I remember that the lizard went inside a water tank and then later left, ending the dream with me unable to retreat despite wanting to.

The water tank was one of many on a wall. 

I had the impression that there were other people in the images I remembered regarding the dream.

I remember that I had the impression that the medium also had the word "Ocean" something in the title or name.

I remember having a lot of scattered thoughts that contradicted the theme of the dream throughout.

I forgot if there was a scene before the Office Saga part of the dream.

I remember looking at the vegetated computers through a door either from a video or picture or being there. The computers looked white and retro sci-fi in a minimalistic design kind of way but simultaneously in a preponderant manner due to the size and connectedness of the computers onto one another. It was like seeing a pile of computers formed together into a breathing machine due to the visual cohesiveness. 

The watery office hallways were flooded either up to the top of the waist around the upper abdomen or up to the top of the pecs.

I'm pretty sure I remember that someone, maybe one of the commenters, has wanted to ask me about the lizard, but I have the impression that I've sought to avoid these.


July 16, 2023, 10:39 AM
The Artista's Daughter


I had a dream.

I remember being in a room where a korean-looking older girl was at an office-looking desk. I remember the fact that that part was about singers or "artistas." The older woman's daughter was a singer too. Before this older woman, her daughter was the one sitting at the counter I think. I remember a guy who was the boyfriend of the daughter I think, or maybe another female artista.

I remember the older woman and somehow knowing around her daughter's age how she looked like when she was younger. I even got a comparison "after and before" image.

I remember that the guy being happy about exercising and being healthy. I remember hearing about markers of health, and I remember that if it wasn't for the daughter, he wouldn't have gotten healthy somehow.


July 16, 2023 2:42 PM
Tropical Drums and a Failing Mage


I had a dream.

I remember that I was sleepy and that I was supposed to go somewhere to do "tropical drums." I remember that my mother was telling me that I could go. I was here at home at the garage, and it was night. For some reason, a group of about three people whom I didn't know were sitting down in the garage. They were probably brought there by my mother.

I remember that me playing tropical drums was supposed to be at a plaza or something probably with Ate — and Kuya —.

I remember I was talking with somebody before I was asked to play tropical drums. I remember that this somebody was strange.

I remember that I was getting very sleepy, which made it difficult for me to go play drums. I wanted to be alone enough that I can —, not that I would —. However, being very alone made it easier to sleep.

I remember talking to my Dad and hearing from him that tropical drums is very easy because you just do simple beats with the drum in regard to tropical drums. 

I remember the feeling that the group of people sitting in the garage of my home — were intrigued by me.

I remember imagining in the dream what I would look like if I went to the plaza where I would do tropical drums. 

I remember that Ate — and Kuya — went before me. 

I had many other dreams before this because I became half-awake several times and felt at each of them that I remembered dreams during each of those times.

I remember that there was the strange person was this guy that my mother made me go to. After probably giving him a large sum of money, he went to his group of thug-looking people and boss. I remember seeing a dead body that looked gray or white like ashes that formed the human body.

I remember him giving me several containers. One had plenty of rice and some tuna. Another had rice and maybe some or lots of tuna. Another had little tuna set in two lines in the much larger container. 

I remember someone, probably Mom, telling me that it was disgusting to eat the "soupy" part of the tuna. I ate it away, either feeling or saying that it was food and that it was fine. 

I remember Mom also saying or feeling that the food was too little for the money I paid. 

In another scene or dream, I remember Ate — appearing with the name "—" in some video montage that I felt at one point consisted of their other people with similar getups.

I remember this play in the dream and there was this dude who was on a high platform who was trying to do magic but failing.

Probably, the play was supposed to be comedic.

I remember that the dude was saying incantations along the lines of "Repair" but ended up destroying part of the platform. It destroyed the platform in a square pattern I believe.

I remember this mage with a rod with light. I remember his face being lit orange from his light. He was passing through this transparent tunnel that seemed to be levitating. 

I remember him probably going down onto a platform. The surrounding colors were mostly "bluish" and "nightish." I remember this dude wearing white apparel. 

I remember him beginning to bounce or jump only to jump within the blades of large scissors. 

I remember Gwen from League of Legends and seeing the scissors that she held. She killed the mage I believe and then the camera went to center on her.

She looked at the camera, and then her face began to look like — either. I remember thinking that it might have been unfair to — —, who in real life, was a cosplayer. When the camera centered on —, the scene faded into black with the word "—" appearing on the screen.

I forgot how the scene went from the platform with the play to the scene with the mage with a rod and then to Gwen who was apparently Ate — cosplaying.


July 17, 2023 2:50 PM
The Maid and the Monstrous Critters


I had a dream where I was watching an anime.

I remember seeing an older man dressed as a maid I think. In the anime, the main protagonist was drawn like an anime character along with the maid. I remember they were in a dark, mansion-looking house. Though, I saw the smaller room rather than the large lobby. The design of the room the two characters were in was designed like a mansion. It looked like a vampire's home from how dark it was. I remember that the main character looked like a typical black-haired protagonist, but I think he had some oddities and extra design features on his face. I think the way he dressed was like the protagonist from Gluttony something. I remember that he thought that the older man was his father, so he called him "Father" or something. I remember thinking that people liked this anime. I remember seeing rotoscoping of the main character. I remember when the main character asked the older man to go outside and buy something, the older man used magic to create something I think. I remember that the main protagonist responded by magically turning that thing that the older man created into something else or destroyed it. The older man reacted by either turning the thing into another thing or summoned a new thing. I remember that the older man once turned the thing into many monstrous critters that probably had the shape of a piranha's base head with legs and without fins.


July 20, 2023 4:30 PM
The Secret Game World


I had a dream about something.

The earliest I remember regarding the dream is that I was in this game playing the laptop. I remember — watching. I remember that I was creating somehow this "secret" game world where I could control a character to fly by pleasing the "A" key. I remember slowly adding new stuff to the game world somehow. I remember adding an anime girl somehow. I remember that pressing the "E" key did something else. I remember that I used a "sneaky" way to add new stuff to the game world. I remember seeing the usual Windows title bar of the game since most apps had this title bar. It was the Windows 7 kind of title bar if I remember correctly, or maybe the Windows 10 one is the same as Windows 7. I remember maybe various items, superpowers, or both that I brought into the game world somehow. I think I remember using a command line or something or talking to the game somehow to get me those items, superpowers, or both. I think I remember that I felt that I found a way to make the anime girl talk. I remember that I pressed the "A" key to fly over cliffs to get to another platform. Somehow, my character could fly. I I remember that I was in third person perspective right behind and above the character. I remember that I was gliding rather than flying. Now I'm pressure sure that it was "E" key that allowed to glide and "A" key is what allowed me to fly straight up and avoid missing the platform. I remember even flying around a platform rather than gliding off a cliff to another platform. 

I forgot if the anime girl actually appeared in the game world. Maybe she was only there right before or when the post happened. Her appearance was the usual black dress with twin tails I think. Of course, she was short like the "vocaloid maskot" Hatsune Miku, who shared her twin tail characteristic. 

I remember a faint image of something that looked like a wall but it felt like an eye. I think this image occurred when I was doing the command line or talking to the game or something. 

I remember looking through the social media platform Reddit and just checking this post that showed an anime girl and a dude. This was after I created the game world. The dude was me. For some reason, somehow, I, or mostly my game character, was on a post on Reddit. 

I remember that the comments under that post discussed the anime girl and how she talked or sounded like. I think remember hearing them say that it was fake or something. I remember that they discussed a few other stuff that I forgot. 

Before this dream, I had another dream after which I woke up and slept again, too sleepy to write it down but having the clear thought of wanting to write it down. When I slept again, that was when my dream about the game world happened. 

Part of me feels that another scene preceded the creation of the game world. 


July 22, 2023, 6:30 PM
The Shooter and the Saw-Toothed Zombie


I had a dream.

In my dream, I remember seeing a boy who was angry and shooting people in a school I think.

I remember that the boy played a game where he felt that he could appreciate people.

I remember seeing many weird humans that looked like monsters i this game I think. I did see one with arms that were was askew in a wide saw tooth pattern. Even the nails were rectangular and slightly concave. This particular human monster looked like a zombie with greenish yellow or yellowish green skin. It had very cartoonist proportions in what seemed to be a realistic  dream or a set-in-real-life dream, which made the monster stranger and out of place in my real life self's hindsight. 

I remember the colors and texture of the school setting. They were dark-greenish and looked dirty and murky. It felt somewhat dark. 

I remember this weird person who I was trying to contact. I remember going on Twitter and trying to search their name. I think they were a woman. I remember seeing their face peeking through and from behind a rectangular window set horizontally at the top of the wall next to the ceiling.

I remember seeing that I even liked a tweet if a person or something. The woman who visited me was part of a group of people who were also on Twitter. 

I remember meeting them I believe.

I remember that I liked this woman in a platonic manner because she was nice.

The shooter and I were probably the same. 

I remember that I probably had music or art that made the woman and her associates like me or something. 



My telling is disjointed because the details are byzantine. 


July 23, 2023, 9:47 AM
The Colliding Health Bar


I had a dream.

The dream was about me being in Roblox. I remember someone asking if the people in the congregation could turn around. He said that the health bar or something prevented the ability for players to turn around, maybe because the health bar collides with the player. 

I remember that while the person talked, I just closed my eyes and pretended to fall asleep probably in a humurous, sardonic way, my dream shifting between the dream and real life. I opened my eyes and woke up right after I felt that some hands were touching both sides of the front part of my neck. 

The hand-touching feeling began to dissipate as soon as I comprehended that I was awake. 

I think that in the dream, I was part of some other scene before the health bar one. 


July 24, 2023, 11:30 PM
Two Overlapping Structures


I had a dream. I remember getting frustrated.

I remember trying to build a structure in Minecraft but failing again and again.

I remember listening to Kuya — announce the versions while mentioning that the popularity or usage of certain applications have declined. These included Minecraft. I remember hearing that Minecraft had two versions and that people were using it less. Kuya — was announcing in front of an out-of-sight audience while probably appearing on a TV. I remember feeling that it was less like a news network and more like a local announcement channel.

I remember that in the dream, I tried to build one large structure in Minecraft. Instead, I accidentally built two structures overlapping each other. I remember a large gray wall made of the Minecraft material "Stone." I remember the other structure being less horizontally slim like a wall and more horizontally stout or compact like a city building.

I remember looking at them from afar and growing frustrated as I somehow watched and listened to Kuya — mentioning the new versions of certain applications.

I remember that in the dream, I saw a YouTube channel, which I thought belonged to my mother. I remember seeing 5 or 6 videos. One of these videos had a thumbnail showing the former pastor — and probably certain people from my former main church. Maybe my mother was in the thumbnail. I remember that my mother told and gestured me to upload a video showcasing the world with the structure. A certain someone would evaluate it, and if they liked it, they would exchange it with something they had that I think I wanted. However, since I failed to make the structure well and instead made two structures, I believe the trade failed.

When I got frustrated in the dream, I remember growling.  Interestingly, I remember having a false awakening, but for some reason, I knew that the room wherein I slept had only the orange lamps on, saving the computer screen that my brother — used. Maybe, I was half-awake, but I expressed my growl in the dream. I'm sure it occurred in the dream rather than reality because my throat felt pristine.

My growl was emotional, during which, in the mind, I made various statements stemmed from motivation.

I remember that in the dream, the Minecraft world was very grassy, realistically so. I think I even remembered ponds that looked less blocky and more like real life. The only out-of-place objects in the place was the structures most likely due to their size, which meant that they could be realistic rather than cubed or blocky too, especially the wall. This meant that I registered the world as a Minecraft one in spite of all the factors that pointed to it being something else. Strangely enough, even if I was looking at the wall from afar, it felt like I got another angle looking at the ground along with the pond as well. Of course, the ability to ponder and imagine within the bounds of the dreams accounts for this second angle.

I remember that in the dream, the Youtube channel was in dark mode. 


July 27, 2023, 12:17
The Punisher's Mother


I had a dream where I was hanging upside down though a bungee-like rope from an overhanging bridge maybe. I think I remember a kid there below on the ground. I remember somehow going from that to looking at robots attacking one another from a top-down view. The robots looked 2D to me. I remember that one of the robots, the one on the right, attacked the one on the left with an extension, an arm of some sort with a curving, rectangular shaped like a gun mag. This arm slammed into the other robot with sparks I think. The setting of the place was in a cave-like place with deep black or mostly black and slightly bluish walls.

I had another dream where my sister was standing outside past a large grided window. It might have curved outwards. I remember that she held up a device of some sort that let out a strong, pulsing beep. It checked for fire by checking for invisible smoke somehow. She was probably inside an enclosed space, maybe a tent. I remember that I was in my room somehow, so that meant the gridded window somehow replaced where my window and bathroom would be in real life and then conveniently lost precedence in my view. I remember that in the dream, my father checked me and learned I was sleeping. I pretended to sleep and could somehow either see him or imagine him in the dream. I remember that he returned only to somehow enter through the door and peek at me from the top of a thin, wide board in front of me closer to the window and bathroom. This board seemed analagous to Japanese paper walls, but it was thicker and looked like solid wood. It looked probably black or mostly black. I remember that when my father entered the first time, somehow, I could feel myself "right-clicking" the door as if with a mouse, and I saw a pop-up window, the one seen in Windows computers, and it read something along the lines of "Kids' Room; Leave." It is highly likely that it did have a semi colon. It could have been my father who right-clicked the door rather than me because I was pretending to be asleep. Though, again, it is strange because I could see my father looking at me from behind the door the first time evenwhen I was pretending to be asleep, which involved the shutting of the eyes. I remember hearing my sister and probably my siblings talking in the background even if they were out of sight. I remember hearing them talk about me or about the Punisher maybe. I remember that when my sister held up the device for detecting fire, she was doing it because she expected me to do something that somehow caused a fire. It's strange because I remember only lying down in my room, but maybe I was doing something else. I remember that when my father went to check me and learned that I was "sleeping," he reported this to my siblings downstairs. 

The next dream was about the Punisher. I remember believing that the Punisher's backstory went in a certain way different from the actual one. I remember seeing through an invisible camera at the back or behind a car.  This car was located on the side of the road. It was parked, facing the road in a 45-degree manner. I remember a wall in front of it at the right side. This wall seemed to be both far away (several meters away) and right next to the car at the same time. I remember seeing a mother, a grandmother, and a child. I was looking at their seats from behind, which had head rests. I just knee from the partial view I got of their shoulders, hair, and heads. I think I remember the car having three rows of seats. The one at the front was where the grandmother was. The one in the middle was where the child, who was probably a teenager from the sound of his voice, and the mother sat.

I remember thinking that the grandmother was the mother at first maybe from how young she looked. She might have looked older after I began thinking her to be the grandmother, which occurred while she was outside and in front of the car. She left maybe to the mall across the street or road.

I remember the child or teenager calling the mother "Mom" or "Mother," which either confirmed or convinced me that the person seated to the right of the boy was the mother.

I remember awaiting the climax of the backstory of the Punisher, who was apparently the child or teenager at the time. I think that earlier I heard or saw a flash far off in the distance a long way behind a protruding part of the wall in front of the car and at the right side of my view. I remember that a dude who had dark skin and hair with a faded blonde color emerged in front of the car. I remember somehow iterating to myself what the plan of this dude, who would be the killer of the mother. He was either saying the plan out loud or had said it earlier before coming here. The man's mouth was open, but it was still from what I remember. I remember him wearing a simple t-shirt. The man's backstory was somehow regarding the death of his son or wife or something and he was giving up to attack a random citizen. I remember him saying that he was going to take on a fake Black person's name even. Right before the murder occurred, I woke up. 

Because I go through the internet a lot wherein a lot of media reside, it's most likely because of constant stimulation and the naturally strange nature of dreams that this set of dreams are this surreal rather than having any specific meaning, Furthermore, when I woke up, I registered it as sensual stimulation, surreal in itself, rather than feeling worried or scared regarding what it meant. Documenting dreams such as this might give me some ideas in the future. It is important to note that they're my dreams rather than the product of someone else, so I can easily identify with them more.


July 28, 2023 11:47
The Girl Who Turned into a Worm


I had a dream.

I remember climbing up a evenly diagonal slope instead of going a normal way toward a swimming pool at the top where — was and probaby — and — too. I was one hour late I believe when I arrived close to the top. I remember collapsing and — noticing me. Shortly after, he said he brought me to the hospital or something. I was tucked between in a small gap leading to —'s swimming pool at the top. The slope was a very long ramp leading to a swimming pool at the top. A block the same length as the ramp but over 1 meter thick was set above the ramp with a small gap in between, running parallel with it. This gap was where I crawled. I remember that it even had a pergola above. It was a wooden structure with gridded roof, running parallel with the ramp and the block. Its roof had thin crossbeams interspersed with square paper. 

In another scene or dream, I remember being with people I knew, probably the youth from my former main church or original church or members of the church network from other churches. I remember looking at some monitors in a line. We heard you could choose in which monitor a certain artwork would be shown. This was probably for a competition. I think I remember being a spectator rather than a participant in this competition. The room was dark, and we had passed through a door. The room was small and somewhat sling or long.  The monitors were next to a wall, and we were next to a wall standing opposite to the monitors. The door was on this latter wall, which also had a glass window I believe. 

In another scene or dream, I remember walking through a large office room full of people celebrating. I remember the room being very long horizontally. I remember hearing a voice of someone sort of saying that they wanted to be part of something like this too with the celebrating and seeming camaraderie. I remember walking to the back as far from the celebration as possible. I remember seeing so many people celebrating and that theywcw ere Japanese. The office was arranged like a airplane or Filipino bus wherein two sets of chairs on both sides with an aisle in the middle to walk through.

I remember seeing — walk up to me and sit down hitting her head onto the back of the chair to the left of me somehow. She was facing the chair from the front when she fell onto it and promptly sat down. I was worried, so I embraced her and soothed her head, leaning her against me. It felt good. I remember that as I did that, after a while, she began to show feelings for me for some reason. 8 remember that she said that my brother — told her to take off her "potatoes," which I determined to mean take off her bra and show her breasts. She had a drawl and looked drunk, tired, and desperate when she tried to keep embracing me or something. I think I remember that rather than only embracing me, she was trying to kiss me or something more serious. I remember avoiding her and saying that she was drunk or something. I really felt worried. I remember that she turned to a worm on the wall with my legs somehow raised and toward or leaning onto the wall. I was so scared because she was inching bit by bit toward my leg. This was all because I was scared of her liking me or something. I rember that seeing —'s older sister, Ate —, in the background when — began to show infatuation. It's strange that I felt that Ate — left her be. 


July 29, 2023, 11:39 PM
The CEO's Metal Bars


I had a dream. 

I remember that I was going onto a set of white metal bars, each of which were of different sizes but averaged around the height of 12 inches. They were horizontal and probably attached to legs at the sides somehow, at least one meter off the ground because they diverged in altitude as well. When I went on top of them, I was lying onto them and moving my torso to travel across them. I remember going at the farthest end of them and probably falling off in between two bars. I remember hitting the ground and packing my things because they scattered. I remember having a rectangular container having around 16 blocks of, half of which was maybe 2 centimeters and another half was probably over 4 centimeters. I remember they were  standing and lined up horizontally inside the open container.  I remember that the CEO of the company I was apparently in made this whole metal bar set as part of a routinary exercise or something for the employees, which included me I think.

At the farther side of the metal bar set, I think there was a thin wall. I think to the left of this wall was a gap and then another thin wall.

I remember that people were talking to the CEO concerning the strangeness of his routinary exercise for his employees and possibly how dangerous it was since I was literally going onto the metal bars somehow, then falling, and hitting the ground, which counts as exercise somehow. I also remember that the impact of the fall was gentle to me.

While arranging or playing with the blocks in the container, I remember hearing Andrew Tate talking with someone regarding him liking 18-year-old girls. He said they were cute and that he visited one of them. I think I heard that he married one of them and her girlfriend.

This phenomenon of hearing "talking head" voices in a dream happened before, specifically that talking can still occur despite the absence of the person talking. The "detached voice" talking of the CEO and someone is a good example of this.

Again, after documenting my dreams, my feelings have been largely robotic or distant within them besides my desire to document them afterwards. The emotional aspect of the dreams remains to be determined if my emotions being subordinated to my analytical perspective when I take quick action to document them is true.


August 2, 2023 5:54 AM
The Fight After the Fight


I had a dream. I remember seeing three enemies, but they were only teenagers.  managed to fight them off, and they fell to their death through a large rectangular hole into lava probably. I remember that I was part of a team, but later on, I was merely a disembodied spectator rather than actually being a participant in the team. One of the enemies looked like my former — classmate —. I remember him because in the dream, he felt the least like an enemy.

After defeating the three enemies, I remember this large, plump man and this short, stout woman. I think I remember them being part of the team who fought the enemies. I remember seeing the woman shoot an arrow toward the man. I think the man had a shield and blocked it. I think he also got hit. I remember him blocking so many arrows that he used it as a weapon later on. I remember the woman attacking with weapon consisting of a very long chain and a striking head, which was a ball with regular, frequent spikes all around. This ball was much larger than her head. She swung the weapon from her left side. 

I think I remember seeing trees in the distance behind her. 

I remember that the man punched her with both fists against both sides of her face even if the woman had arrows stuck to her face, resulting in the lower half of some of the  arrows breaking off. 

I remember that before the fight, the man telling her to stop, but the woman was persistent and had eyes which suggested blood lust and probably psychosis as consequences of the previous fight involving the three enemies.

I remember the man winning, but he had a gutted, profusely bleeding throat. I could feel his choke at his last breath and saw him collapse.

I was a disembodied spectator during this fight.

I remember that they used more weapons. I remember that the other two enemies had specific faces and appearances. I think I remember we were hanging on the sides of the hole while fighting. I remember seeing — facing the hole rather than the wall while hanging from the wall, both hands behind him. I remember that much more happened before the three enemies died. Based on a mental image I had of the dream, a string or rope might have spanned the hole.

I remember even seeing an image of the fight of the woman and the man from afar either at the beginning, during, or at the end of the fight.

I remember that during their fight, another woman and probably a few people who were part of the team against the three enemies were far away. This group probably included me who might have fought with them in the previous fight.

The image where the dude collapsed and died had the dude positioned at (50%,25%)

I only remember the last scene or dream, so most likely, I forgot the previous dreams or scenes.

I remember being half-awake in the middle of my sleep and going back to sleep. This might have signaled a new dream. 

I moved downstairs into the couch because — woke me up and experienced this dream.


August 3, 2023 6:29 AM
The Messy Garage


I had a dream of Ate — —. (8/3/2026)

I remember trying to get a guitar from the garage. I remember that the guitar was under a corrugated roof. That was attached to the gate but only extended several feet into the garage. — — was lying down on a mat, wearing white shirt with short sleeves and bluish black or just black leggings or pajamas (or, least likely, pants). Her hair was tied. My mother or sister was apologizing for the fact that the place looks messy, standing where the door was. I think the screen door was propped open, which subsequently meant that the main door, which comes first before the screen door when crossing from inside, was open too. Only the light in the kitchen-dining room was on rather than both it and the lights of the living room which comes first before the the former room. I remember both my mother and sister were there at the door at different points of time. The garage looked wet and gray as if it had rained dirtily. The mess was coated gray for some reason, which emphatically directed the attention toward — —. I think I remember that the sky was white, which might indicate that the rain that had passed is long gone. I think I remember a pillar above the gates next to them outside, but maybe it's a false memory. When I saw — — at first next to either my sister or mother in front of the door which was elevated as part of the indoors of the house, I think a gray object that seemed rectangular with two sections, one higher than the other, partially obstructed my view of her. She was lying down, her head closer to the gate than to the house which lay opposite of the gate. I then moved toward the corrugated roof attached to the gate. I think she partially sat up on the mat, her leg still extended, at this point. Based on the viewpoint of one at the door, she was positioned a meter away from the left wall, much farther from the right wall. She was a trifle closer to the gate than to the house. She and the mat were aligned with the wall. Whatever occurred then remains to be remembered. I remember my sister wearing a sleeveless shirt of blouse. 

I remember saying something to her probably regarding the guitar. Though, the image and location of the guitar remains to be remembered. I think the guitar could have been on a guitar stand. 

I remember the scene changing to — in another place or setting. — was probably talking to me regarding something in another dream or scene. I think he was sitting down. 

This other dream was me being a bad detective or some sort in relation to my actions toward an event or some people. It was more so regarding the ability of intuition rather than the complex themes which the role of a detective explores. 

I think I remember hearing something that existed in real life.

Most likely because of distracting noise after I woke up, the dream remains to be recalled in greater detail. 


August 4, 2023, 5:21 AM
The Children's Book and the Word "Wamen"


I had a dream where I was putting on socks on the coach in my house. It was night. 
I remember sitting next to my Dad, and I remember — positioned nearby, probably sitting next to Dad. I remember that either Dad or I were flipping children's books and — liked one of these books. He clicked or touched the word "wamen" at the bottom of this book, and I remember this word disappearing with an animation. This animation consisted of the word getting bigger and smaller with a "bounce easing function" and then disappearing or turning almost invisible. A red, slightly disproportionate heart also appeared with a bounce easing function in place of the word. The children's book all had the same artistic style with the characters looking very similar. They looked cat-like humanoids, the furry kind, and had simple color pallettes. I remember that the background of the image of the book had a pattern of alternating horizontal lines of the two colors of pink and something else, which was probably gray. My Dad moved through the covers of the children's books, which each had one different character depicted in it. Somehow, it seemed that the books were just magically switching instantly between one another rather than us physically flipping the books. 

I remember that the book was something my cousin — liked or came from —. 

I remember that in this dream, before this scene, I falsely woke up upstairs from a dream. I remember seeing the orange-lit table clean rather than having the plates which I left there last night in reality.

The dream was much longer than this. 



August 6, 2023, 3:54 AM
Removing the Robot's Insides


I had a dream. I remember seeing a giant robot enemy thing. I remember seeing I remember fighting against this robot monster. I remember trying to win, but the problem was that I blind folded myself for some reason. I remember trying to play the game and fight the monster while being blind folded. 

I remember another sequence where I went to a far-away place and then had to return back home by only walking. I remember walking through streets and passing by many people including seeing Daniel Padilla sitting down at a table while talking to a guy seated next to him.

I remember heading to the place where I lived and to which I belonged in the dream. I remember passing through — — —'s pedestrian gate and going inside a hotel of some sort. I remember seeing — — and — pooping on two toilets in two human-sized bathrooms next to one another. I remember seeing a neighbor down the hallway glancing at us.

I remember thinking that I wasn't supposed to be there at the hotel.

I remember fighting the robot monster by removing his insides. For some reason, removing his insides was represented by the visual of removing apps on a phone home screen. When I removed all the apps, I remember seeing a small bag attached to the side inside the open hole where I was removing the insides. The insides just looked like a circular hole. I either was only less than 3 inches thick and around 24 inches. Or it was 1:8 ratio in terms of thickness and wideness, respectively. 

I remember opening it and learned that I can use or consume shards in order to witness the memories of the monster. I remember being shocked temporarily and then probably leaving to go back home.

I remember when Ate — and probably her brother walked up to me when I was going home. She asked about my mother. I remember saying that they were coming home.

I think "they" included my mother and sister, among others maybe.

I remember passing by former — — when I was walking through the black house down at the street where — — — lived. I remember seeing — standing by the older car which used to be owned by the grandfather of the kids who lived at the black house. I remember — standing next to around 5 - 7 others. The car was on the opposite side of the road. Several people were standing or positioned also at the gates of the black house, which stood opposite side of where the black car was. I think I remember that while walking past them, I lowered my head but in a way that was confident and polite. I remember that as I was about to finish passing by them, I smiled with both my mouth and my eyes. However, this smile was subdued and composed, carrying wariness, composedness, and disappointment. I remember glancing back at them, seeing the front of the car and then somehow seeing — who was at the back of the car and a blurry figure who I thought to be —. I think I remember thinking that — was taller. I also I remember thinking that I had so much changed as well, but this might have been after I woke up in real life. 

I remember probably being hungry and sleepy as I walked home. I remember that I was walking in a way that indicated that I was tired.

I remember realizing that as I walked home, I lacked cash to buy guns in order somehow to pass through the gates of — — — I remember having a sudden, intrusive thought that I could pretend to have walked all day instead of being someone who lacked money. Then, most likely, I was out of — — subd. for the whole day. 

I remember at the time I was walking near Daniel Padilla, I think some hallucination of someone broke. This hallucination was probably regarding the person next to Daniel or Daniel Padilla himself. Maybe their face changed when the hallucination broke. 


August 6, 2023, 10:06 AM
The Crying Anime Boy


I had a dream where I rode a cage thing that went over a cliff down somewhere very low. I remember that this cliff was the one at the bottom of — —, but I think it was even longer in the dream. At the bottom of the cliff, I said to a group of people who I knew to be the ones who controlled the movement of the cage maybe through a crane of some sort. They might have been with me throughout the descent. I remember telling them at the end of the descent that I thought that the descent was a curve. However, they dismissed my answer, probably denying that it was a curve. I told them that I was sleepy or I fell asleep maybe, and I think they were bothered about that. I remember that before we went over the fence walls at the edge of the cliff, my mother and the people who controlled or managed the cage somehow repeatedly told or asked me regarding whether I wanted to proceed. I remember feeling calm, so maybe I responded with that. 

I think I remember walking after that and encountering a group of people who dismissed me. I might have said something to make them respond to me. 

I remember another dream where I went to this place with many people. I remember seeing books all around on tables. For some reason, it felt like I came there from somewhere else. I might have came there with someone else. I saw the youth from my former main church sitting down on the ground or in chairs. I was looking at them from behind some objects which I think were tables or some wooden, rectangular objects. These objects might have been stalls or could have just been some mess of wood. I remember seeing — among the youth sitting down. I noticed her, surprised that she was there. I remember seeing Kuya — there as well. For some reason, I remember that I touching and inspecting the books on tables all around. I remember thinking that I could look for the Gor book series. I think that I might have thought of textbooks as well. I remember that I went to the middle of the surrounding boundary of tables with books. The youth was next to the boundary in front of me. I tried to grab my youngest brother — as a playful greeting, but he dodged me. In the place where the youth was, surrounding the tables with books, many people whom I failed to recognize sat or stood around in calm, relaxed positions. 

I remember that somehow I left the place, following a group of people including the older woman, that dude and his wife, and, think, a person in a wheelchair from my former main church. They were heading to an elevator indoors past double doors. I remember separating from them before they entered the elevator and heading back past the double doors. I remember going on the sidewalk where I recognized that I was short around many people. For some reason, I thought I was in the United States rather than in the Philippines. I remember almost bumping into someone because I was looking elsewhere. I remember going around, looking for a way to return back to the place where the youth were. I think that I thought that I needed glasses, but it might have been after I partially woke up in reality. I remember that in the dream, I encountered this dude who seemed autistic and whom I saw often in — — — —. He was looking for a way to go somewhere, but he said he didn't want to go to the hallway past glass doors where many people were. Based on this answer, maybe we were in the sides of a mall, maybe in a park-like place. I remember that — had no eyebrows when I saw her the first time in the dream. I think I remember that my older half-brother — and a former youth member — — were there, but for some reason, I felt that they were socially pushing me away somehow. When I was with the dude who I thought to be autistic, we encountered my mother I think. I remember forcing myself to wake up because I felt it was too hard to get back to the youth probably because my eyes were too blurry. 

I had a dream where XQC was this yellow-haired animated anime boy who was crying and shouting, facing and the camera locking eyes with it. He was positioned to the right of the screen. He even had makeup blush. The lighting was yellow. His voice was that of someone else, yet I registered it as belonging to XQC. He was saying, "I love you" repeatedly, tears dripping. He might have said something regarding betrayal, or his voice might have indicated a sense of betrayal. Iremember thinking that he was saying it to his ex-girlfriend, "Adept." 

I remember that the audio of this was from a clip from a podcast or livestream or something. I remember that I thought that the audio was just him voice acting with a group of other guys. 


August 7, 2023, around 8:00 AM
Three Animation Short Films


I had a dream about looking through videos about three animation short films, and apparently, they were on different channels. Though, it looked different from YouTube.

The dream was much longer and more complex, but I woke up around 45 minutes or an hour before I could finish my 8-hour sleep.


August 9, 2023, 3:09 AM
A False Awakening


I had a dream regarding — leading me somewhere on urban area. I remember telling him something like show me where they are. I remember that since he struggled to show me where "they" were, I said that this was mostly part of my thoughts probably rather than something real and concrete since he failed to show me something I didn't know, probably specifically something complex. "They" was probably referring to my mother and sister. I told — that my perception of time was muddled because I noticed how fast and disjointed the scene switching was throughout our walk. This scene switching was characteristic of dreams. Both my questioning of the time perception and the questioning of whether I was experiencing was real or not were characteristic of a sense of awareness during the dream. I had a false wake up in the very room and position I was before I slept minutes ago, and I believed it was real rather than a dream. Seconds later, I began thinking about a dream I might have had a long time ago and also thought about the time perception scene and struggle for — to show me something outside of my knoledge. I believed I was awake in real life. Soon after, I really did wake up, reality gradually superimposing on the same dream image that depicted reality accurately. During the false awakening scene, I was thinking of the previous scene as if it was a dream and I was already awake.


August 9, 2023, 10:27 AM
The Nostalgic Meteor


I had a dream where I watched Youjo Senki with — and —. I remember there being a meteor at the start of the movie, and throughout the film, a bright light was obstructing my view. I remember that we were watching here in the kids' room of our house. I remember saying that the meteor is the reason why Youjo Senki is nostalgic. I remember saying that the meteor reminds me of flash games. — agreed by saying a drawn-out or drawling "Yeah." What we were watching had the meteor rather than the actual Youjo Senki. I remember I was thinking of writing some poem as a response to watching the emotional, nostalgic Youjo Senki. I remember thinking that I had written many poems before. I remember imagining in the dream of writing a poem in a certain thin and sophisticated font in all caps while using Roman Numerals to number each poem. I remember that the Youjo Senki we watched had thee characters in an outdoors place: an older person who was dying because he was bleeding hard, a younger person, and a thief who I think was bald. I remember that the older person was talking to the younger person regarding life or something. I remember that the older person walked up to the thief sneaking and moving next to large objects which might have been crates. The older person shot with a rifle or shotgun, scaring the younger person behind him. The thief collapsed, but the bullet somehow only knocked him out because it only hit his forehead. I remember the younger man shouting at the older man that he shouldn't have shot him. I remember the older man dragging the thief from the darkness in a dark, indoors place with a bright light source, walking toward the camera and the light. I remember the older man tapping the thief somewhere on his body probably on the face to wake him up. I remember that the younger man probably said something.

The dream is quite long and complex and remains to be determined fully.


August 10, 2023, 4:04 AM
The Archived Flash Game



I had a dream of a video game. 

I remember seeing a woman with a "pegasus, " or a horse with large, white, angelic wings, moving around very quickly like an animation in the MMORPG "AdventurerQuest Worlds." I remember that I felt like I wanted to do things alone rather than getting help from her because she was incredibly powerful. I remember thinking that the game was pretty interesting. I remember going to a csnival- and circus encampment–looking place where there were these brown crackers which depicted horses or dogs or something on the ground. If you clicked them with a mouse, you got a valuable thing, probably helping one get stronger or serving as a valuable currency that can be exchanged for higher "stats" such as strength, agility, and intelligence, among others. I remember passing by stalls horisontally and a bunch of shops with bears. The place looked like it could be both urban and rural, so it did look like a carnival park. I remember seeing tiny bears the size of a car. I remember they were part of a special event where late comedian and actor "Robin Williams" participated. I remember that the special treats from the event were about to go away. I remember that something happened before this game. I remember feeling that this game was a Flash game in an archived state and that this special event was long gone. I remember that the perspective seemed to change from that of a "2D" "Platformer" or 2D "side-scroller" probably when I saw the woman for first time" to that of a 2D top-down game when I was seeing or imagining the woman riding her pegasus horse around, and lastly, to that of a first-person game when I was walking by the stalls.

I remember a scene where a famous person was flying in a plane. I remember that he was concerned with something. I think I remember that he disliked being watched.


August 11, 2023, 9:53 AM
The Old Roblox Games


I had a dream. I remember that I was scrolling through an older version of the game list on the website of Roblox and through older games, both of which triggered false memories which the dream state suggested I played. I remember telling — about these games and how I missed each one of them. I think I remember seeing a worm-like game. I remember scrolling somehow to a list of games with thumbnails that indicated that they were either older games, games with few or zero players, or both. For some reason, I think the games had kids on the thumbnails. I think one of the thumbnails was, instead of a thumbnail, a video where I expected to hear a kid talking or screaming. I remember that this video was set at night and that he was in a place that looked brown. This brown place was probably a shack in Minecraft or something. I think I remember recognizing some other games besides the worm-like game through the false memories. 

I remember another scene where I went to someone and beat them, killed them, or, less likely, both. I remember feeling that it was out of a different reason than malice or callousness.

I remember that another scene was present. However, I forgot it.


August 12, 2023, 8:23 AM
The Man on the Escalator


8:23 AM to 10:47 AM.

I had a dream where I was hugging —. We were in church, and I saw —'s parents and Ate — — in front of us. This church was large. I remember — was against us I think.

I remember that I was crying or something and being vulnerable, sharing my concerns while hugging — and talking to someone. I think this someone was —. 

I remember just sitting down instead of singing along with praise and worship of the church. 

I remember wanting — to feel as comfortable as possible while he was doing something

I remember sharing my political beliefs in front of a group of people. I remember that someone got pissed off at me and —. 
I remember saying that we've only been here for one day. I remember that we were in a room that seemed to change to different locations. I remember running out the room which was my room in real life. I came to the railings next to my room and shouted that it's omly been one day since — and I were here doing something. I remember that what we were doing was disrupting others in the place.

Ate — — and the others were standing up. Though, they were the only ones standing in the big church. 

I remember this AI thing that someone spoke to through the TV. 

I remember trying to defend — to the point of shouting.

I remember a scene where two guys were trying to make a website or something. I remember that they were discussing it inside a place that looked like a yellow military tent. I remember that they were discussing prices or something. I think they were discussing how to cheat someone or me. 

I remember going to the court of — — and seeing the youth I think. I saw — and —. I remember somehow being assessed as overweight. I remember pinching the side of my belly and recognizing that I was overweight. I seemed much more overweight in the dream. I remember that — told me that I was too overweight and that instead of eating or drinking water, I should exercise by walking around within the boundaries of the basketball court. I remember obeying immediately. I think — said something about a reward or a motivational start regarding a handshake. I tried to hit her hand, but I missed. — giggled in response. I remember walking immediately afterwards. I remember putting my phone and money or something else down on a bench. However, I realized that it is better if I take them with me rather than leaving them there. I remember that this dude followed me. He sat on the bench, trying to get me to give him some money somehow. I remember that while he was talking, he secretly put his hand inside my pocket. I think I remember telling him or thinking that it was fair that he was trying to get money because I would get money left on the ground. (This is false because just a month ago, I decided against getting 20 pesos from the ground. I might have been playing Devil's Advocate, which I do quite frequently sometimes to the point of people thinking I believe in it. In reality, I'm mostly unsettled regarding many controversial matters and am only exploring different sides because my life is quite centered around certain controversial cultural topics rather than every single cultural topic in the world.) I remember that after he tried to get my phone or money, I began to feel worried. I remember that somehow, I was going down a starkly sloping escalator and the man was following right behind me. In front of me, a woman was going up on the same escalator somehow. I remember the glass walls of the place and the bright outside at the end of the escalator. I remember that the man told the woman that there is at least 100 dollars in my pocket or something. I remember that the woman seemed to listen and prepare herself to take it. I was trying to keep glancing between both of them to prepare myself. However, my head was stuck, so I forced it to move, moving it in real life rather than in the dream. I woke up as a result. 

I remember another scene where my family was watching a thriller film where this man was trying to follow me and trying to stalk me, doing everything to make my life horrible. I remember where he even handled the local justice or local government official or something to get information on where I live. It was probably someone else rather than me. But it's strange because I was both there in the kids' room seeing the TV and my mother and there in the film. I remember worrying that the TV was too loud for the neighbours past the window behind the TV.

I think I remember going to the church rather than appearing there all of a sudden.


August 14, 2023, 12:49 PM
The Feeling of a Long Journey


I had such long dreams that I forgot. I feel like I came from a long journey. It was probably the kind that spanned hundred of myriad experiences, people, and days, weeks, months, or even years. I feel like a changed person. In fact, I remember that in the dream, I was afraid of forgetting something, probably my life in the dream or my real life. The feeling of having come from a long journey made me want to take a shower and shave after months of letting my facial hair grow. I wonder if before I began documenting my dreams, I was having dreams like this and, every time I woke up, wanting to take a shower and shave. I feel like I came from a long journey and cleaning myself up feels like the most natural response. 


August 14, 2023, 8:19 PM
The Bubbly White Humanoid


I had a dream where I remember seeing a box in my room that allowed — and Me to launch into the sky once we entered it. The box broke through the roof I think. I remember that we were flying in the air with that box. I remember that the inside was like a spaceship. I remember that whenever — opened the door, it showed us very high in the air above a very large orange and white buoy with people standing on its base and hanging onto it. These people looked like giants when taking into account the supposed distance I felt between the spaceship and the water, but I registered them as just strangers. They were looking at me directly. 

We passed over them. I remember — or — and I somehow going into a place where we had to go through these areas almost like a video game. We had to dodge animals and plants in this verdant domwhat hilly plains full of lettuce-green vegetation. I think I remember a lake or sea to my left. 

I remember having to dodge this weird thing that was probably a ball. I remember passing the geometrically-designed area where we had to go through small gray paths that went in straight up or horizontal. 

I remember going to another area where I saw a yellow dog. I remember being worried about the dog and then getting my palm stabbed by a plant, the spikes of which seemed to fold up to stab and stick itself my palm further. Afterwards, I became fearful and perceptive toward the plants around, and for some reason, we began walking back to the area with the ball. During this time, I think I remember that I was thinking about the spaceship. I remember when we headed back to the area. I remember some other creature that was chasing us maybe. I remember the ball suddenly turning reddish as if it was about to explode. I remember that this red ball began to cause these falling blocks to fall onto us on the small orthoganal pathways. I remember that we were scared and that this happened before. I remember that we were scared and that either — or — tripped. The falling blocks were getting lower and lower. They were falling, going up, and then getting lower and lower in their default positions. I was looking at myself temporarily from a distance. I remember that — or — got caught, but somehow, we climbed the falling blocks and the chains they were hanging from and flew. 

I remember that we were flying in the sky. 

I remember the white bubbly humanoid that appeared and pressed himself against me from behind saying weird sexual things. He would appear levitating downward onto my belly-lying body. I felt his covered pelvis part along with the penis. I remember feeling discomfort but being stone-faced. Though, I remember that the second time he pressed some button to summon that humanoid to heal me, I complained to — that he could just pull me up. For some reason, during the first time he pulled me up, some word visually appeared in my mind at that time. I remember that it failed. I think I asked for a second pull, but the second one had a different word visually appearing in my mind. This one was probably "decisively". 

I remember that we had to go somewhere else for some reason after going past the ocean. After passing by many weird things and my fear that I would fall culminating, I think we went somewhere else. 

In this place, however, I was worried that we were going high in the sky and possibly into space rather than going down. I imagined that I would start losing breath any time now. — said that (he was sure) we were going down. He might have pointed at a very gray and metal, circular meter that showed the altitude of the white square spaceship. The altitude was around 500 or 600 meters maybe. I remember being worried that we were in the mountains rather than above the oceans. This was when I struggled to get up from my belly-lying position and when — pressed the button which summoned the white semi-translucent bubbly humanoid. What was outside of the spaceship when we landed remains to be discovered because, when — pulled me up for the second time, I woke up. 

I remember a faint image of this girl or something who was flying.

 I think I remember a Reddit post which — posted where he wrote "My kid..." and then wrote more about some problem. I think I remember both my full name and —'s full name being on the top of that post. I think I rember the problem being related to the spaceship.

 

August 16, 2023, 12:08
The String Metaphor


 I had a dream where I saw Tito —, the brother of my Dad. I remember that I woke up in this weird fancy house on this large, open floor. I remember that my parents were lying down before they woke up. I remember that my mother was energetically talking about something. During the time she was talking, I remember an image of a shower or something on a bathroom or bathroom door. I remember a square room protrusion at the farthest right corner. I remember a kitchen or dining area in the distance to my left I remember a bathroom door in between the square room and the area to my left. I think I remember some furniture and probably a bed since my parents just woke up after I did. I remember heading to the kitchen somehow and then seeing Tito —. He began to talk to me, and his initial tone was friendly. He looked younger compared to real life. His face looked smooth, and his friendliness looked more vulnerable. I remember that he stood next to a counter top to my left and a dinner table to my right. I remember that he stood in between around the midpoints of the two utilitarian platforms. In other words, he was equidistant from the two lateral edges of the top of the table and the countertop. I remember that above the countertop, a line of drawers hung to the wall, probably brown rather than black. I remember that Tito — pointed out my  right upper eyelid which was lower than my left one. He said that it was an issue, explaining with a metaphor. He said something about a string and what happened if one end attached it to a table and another end to a counter top. If one moved to the table back and forth away from and toward the counter top, then the string would undergo tension and friction. He was superimposing this metaphor upon my lower eyelid. I remember thinking that my eyelid drooped toward it's two ends. I remember that I listened seriously and really directed my attention toward him, moving closer. I remember noticing my Dad at the right side of my peripheral view. He was sitting down on a bean coach and watching us. I remember thinking that it would get hostile, but that prediction remains to be confirmed. Tito — repeated his explanation of the string metaphor three times before it was time to eat. He then pushed me, and then we prepared to eat at the dinner table along with my mother and probably my siblings whose identities remain to be confirmed within the dream. I remember thinking and using the term "culture shock" to describe my experience with Tito —. I remember thinking that I should write downy experiences, which reflects the reality of my recent autobiographical propensity. I remember when my energetically stood up and walked. I remember feeling quite vulnerable and intent on listening seriously to Tito — the same way I would in real life. The house looked very fancy almost as if we moved to a fancy house. Tito —' and my family's presence there remain to be understood.


August 17, 2023, 1:06 PM
The Tiny Humanoids


I had a dream where I was being a signed roles somehow.

I remember heading around the village and recognizing that I was older than before especially alongside my brothers. I remember seeing my mother go in a black car that looked like an old black car taxi. I remember getting annoyed because the passenger with her gestured that I, —, and — couldn't come. I remember that I invited — and — from the kids' room. Somehow, they were tiny Humanoids that were about to jump off this protruding platform from where the window of the room was. I remember getting them to follow me by saying three times that things could be worse but are better. I remember saying lastly that we could to Mom and that they listened and hurried downstairs and outside with me, only for us to discover that Mom was leaving. I remember being angry. I remember just turning away with my younger brothers and moving inside. My mother went out of the car and I think she asked about why I was angry and going away. I explained that the man whom I knew waved his left or right hand toward us to leave. I remember that the black car was at the bottom of Canary St. And facing the house of — — —. I remember Kuya — going upstairs in the kids' room and lacking cylindrical plastic containers. I remember going downstairs and telling — to come along with me because I noticed that Kuya — was scolding or berating —. I remember trying to get — to remove separate good bananas from of a banana-filled, concave container made from Mangyan wood. I remember seeing that half of the container had brown, wrinkly bananas. Some of the bananas were even black I think. I remember that — ignored me and went to play at the laptop, sitting down at the dinner table at the dining-cooking area. I remember asking my Dad if we had the cylindrical plastic containers. However, my Dad said instead that I should go out and buy something that we already had. I remember he said that I should go to this certain restaurant and buy something from there while also buying restaurant food. I got annoyed. I remember hearing Kuya — laughing multiple times from upstairs presumably because he didn't want my Dad to get angry, which was why he asked me to get the cylindrical containers. I think I thought about the fact that people always have someone to which they answer. I remember that the double-deck bed was there in the kids' room where Kuya — was; though, whether the double-deck was there when I saw my younger siblings in tiny forms about to jump off remains to be determined. I remember that — might have looked small like he did before his growth spurt. I remember that — as well might have looked small like he did before his growth spurt. I remember that the man who gestured me and my siblings to go away was sitting on the window side at the back while my mother sat on the middle side of the back. The driver's and other passengers' existence and identity remain to be determined. I remember shouting at Mom several times to get her attention before she actually noticed. I thin I was shouting from behind another car partially obstructing my view of the black car where she was. The man who gestured me and my younger siblings away was an older man with glasses and hair somewhat like Joey De Leon. I remember I remember my mother explaining that the man didn't want us to come. I remember that my mother wore black or mostly black clothes and let her hair down. She walked with a shoulder bag. I remember — wearing a white shirt.

I think I remember my father having asked me about the restaurant food once before he asked me when I asked him about the containers. 

I think I remember me and my younger brothers being at the basketball court. 

I think had a dream which continued a dream before that. 

It was daytime when I saw — and — about to jump off.

I remember — having or finding a CD which contained a movie. I remember watching the footage on our Smart T at the kids' room. I remember the feeling of seeing — and others which probably included —, me, —, and — — and probably even —. They were running around on the basketball court of — — — I remember — taking out the CD. I remember the CD looking very dirty with brown and white spots in a circle around the CD somehow. I remember wanting to put the CD in my computer. I think that instead, — said that it was better to put the CD in his laptop. I remember — bringing it to this large computer with an elongated desktop tower and a monitor on some books or something. I remember that some weird blue and yellow hard thing was surrounding the computer and tower and keyboard. It was supposed to be for the CD somehow. It was shaped like a square but was like an outline like a horse shoe. I remember seeing — being thinner In the film but still tall. I remember noticing and thinking that the shot of the camera in the film was getting farther and farther until it was like a wide shot. — and the computer was at my parents' room of the apartment; though, — is currently staying there in reality. 

I think I remember that — might have been there watching the Smart TV with us. However, it was only — and me when we went to our parents' room. I remember seeing — holding the CD and heading out the kids' room. I remember the open door of the room.

I remember that — was running from within the basketball court boundaries and running toward others who were around the green cement benches and on the white ground outside the boundaries.


August 18, 1:31 PM
The 2D Game and the Emotionally Distant Family


I wrote this before falling asleep again: "I had a dream where I asked someone if I could see  a medical paper along with them. I remember that I was lying down and sleeping for some reason. I remember". I forgot what I meant to write.

I had another dream. I remember that I was at home. For some reason, I remember in a forum or something and then suddenly seeing the scene change to that of the dining-kitchen area of my family's apartment. I remember seeing Kuya —, —, Ate —. I remember seeing the freezer open and seeing many health-looking snacks lined up and looked very consistent in appeqrance. These snacks looked like burritos or something similar. They looked like they had paper surrounding most of it to hold and eat the soft bread holding together meat, vegetable, and cheese I think. I remember Kuya — being very emotionally distant. I remember a game of some sort and that the forums had to do with the game. I remember having these a group of non-human soldiers or something charging from the left and then having hem fight soldiers with guns somehow. The game was 2D. I remember seeing this enemy soldier on a platform at the top of a staircase. He shot and killed me a few times I think. I remember that after the scene at the dining-kitchen area, we went to some province place. I think my Dad was emotionally distant as well. I remember that we were walking in the side of the road. However, the side of the road was very rocky like it was the side of a mountain. I felt like I was walking in a mountainous rural area. Yet, I think the place was urban rather than rural.

I remember walking alongside my whole family. I remember saying that I was too tired to say anything or something. I remember that the buildings around were scarce and the ground was yellow hard earth. I remember that it was morning.

I remember that in the game, I had to arrange my non-soldiers in order to win. I remember seeing the forum around this time. I might have been "alt-tabbing" to read the forums for instructions. I think I remember something about a game "mod" though. I remember repeating the same round many times against the same human enemies. I remember the way their bullets flew across the screen and their black sprite texture. I remember the stiff way they stood up with their legs blended together from the 2D viewpoint and their arms also blended together and flexed at an angle of 90 degrees anteriorly. I remember that the other human soldiers were arranged on the ground floor. I remember that the house looked 2D, specifically it had a cutaway view or cross-section of the inside.

However, the house looked simple and almost only a singular dark-brown color (around #402307) in the sprite which pertained to the interior.

I remember that Kuya — maintained the same emotional distance even when the scene change from my home to some mountainous-looking place in the province probably.


August 19, 2023, 1:02 PM
We Won't Get the Timmys Out


I had a dream. 

I hallucinated a song with a repeating line as I woke up from sleep paralysis:


We don't/won't get the Timmys out.
We won't get the Timmys out.
We won't get the Timmys out. 

I remember searching through fan-animated videos in my dream. In the search page, the design of the video thumbnail "containers" looked gray, which I thought looked old due to its inclusion of mouse-drawn text. Based on the thumbnails, these videos were about "Ben Tennyson" and "Grandpa Max," standing on the left and right, respectively, from the show "Ben 10". Finally, I remember that I was looking for something off or strange or even creepy about those videos. 

I remember feeling hands and arms holding me from behind and onto the left and right sides of the frontal side of my upper abdomen as I woke up under sleep paralysis.

I remember that I was looking for — I think.

I fell asleep for several hours and had another dream.

I remember a dream where I was playing a 2D game in a square zone where each contestant had a circular and square sprite that represented them. In that dream, I remember seeing a comic story where it was about this dude who became stronger and stronger I think against this stronger antagonist. Somehow, I remember people saying it was a good story. Anyway, I remember that the dream scene probably shifted between the 2D game and the comic story or from the 2D and the comic or vice versa. In the 2D game, I remember that the game master was very rude and arrogant. Fortunately, I played the game for several rounds, winning over the other contestants in the game. Furthermore, I think I remember that the gameplay was about being in a church in what looked like real life and trying to listen to this game master complain about us and scold us. Strangely, I remember that I pretended to sleep and then the game master scolded me or the rest of the people there. Also, I remember that after the several rounds of the game, probably half of the people remained. Besides, I remember that I quit the game because I felt hurt even if I was the top 1 contestant. Incidentally, I remember that in the church scene, I and the rest of the contestants were seated in either chairs or pews and the game master was probably standing up a short distance in front of me in an aisle which flanked the seating where we sat. In the next scene, I remember that the game master turned off the lights and then the setting changed to that of a dark room. Significantly, I remember playing around with an intricately electrical and mechanical toy with bright lights and sounds. In addition, I remember holding it against a wall behind a corner to avoid the ire of the game master. Subsequently, I remember that I was the only one playing around with this toy and feeling special especially since this toy implied a high level of skill. Prior to this, I remember that I got this toy from a larger whole and was only playing around with it to explore its mechanisms to understand what to do with it better. At any rate, I remember that part of the reason I felt special was that I think that I was already a high-scoring contestant even before the toy, which I believe made it so that the game master ignored me and let me play with the toy since it was productive and he trusted me. Ultimately, I think I remember that quitting the game led me to real life within the dream for some reason. Afterwards, I think I remember seeing my mother and Kuya — maybe. In short, for me, the dream scene changed from the 2D square zone, the comic story, the church, to the dark room.

I remember that in the dream, I compared the hurt which the game master impinged upon me to whenever I played the video game "League of Legends". In fact, I remember that in the dream, I knew the game still had many more rounds, which made me feel weary at the time.



August 20, 2023, 12:01 PM
The Girl Embedded in My Back



I remember a dream where I was going through some dating app or TV show. Also, I remember that I was looking through people or channels until I found this girl. Moreover, I remember that this girl somehow tricked me. Additionally, I think she had a boy in the dating profile standing behind her to her side. Significantly, I remember that I went to her, and she revealed that she lied to me or something. Later, I remember that I saw her again on the dating profile, and this time, I remember laughing when I was able to call her or talk to her or something. Coincidentally, it's like I was calling her, and then, the scene changed to me being there in the same place as her. In this scene, I said I was laughing at her. Under those circumstances, I remember that for some reason, I half-wanted to be one with her somehow since she was vulnerable and the guy with her was arrested. Even more, my younger brother —, who was with me, convinced me to be one with her. Bizarrely, I remember that I made it so that she stuck to my back and that our back were partially embedded into one another and a few inches or centimeters into one another. Eventually, I remember talking to her and hanging out. Indeed, I remember talking to her a lot. Later, I remember going into a jeepney and seeing the worried faces of people sitting deep in the passenger seating next to the front seats of the car. Moreover, I remember this older man who was friendly to us. Also, I remember that as time passed, she grew more quiet and I collaborated and talked less with her. Soon, I remember going into a restroom with short walls and a short, hanging, suspended door. Because of the type of this door, I remember seeing two or three women recognize me for the first time from TV. Conseuqently, I remember them placing their palm against their mouth, wearing that skirt worn by flight attendants. Notably, I remember staring at them in defiance and urinating anyway. Moreover, I even spilled. I might have been smiling. However, I remember that after the two or three  women left, I cleaned up the urine mess on the floor of the bathroom. As a matter of fact, I think I poured water somehow either with a hose, tabo, that metal hose next to the toilet, or making it appear out of nowhere. Specifically, I remember making the urine turn white until it became water. Subsequently, I even remember moving the urine out of the bathroom stall platform and down a platform outside of the bathroom. Incidentally, the background of the scene when I was staring at the two or three women was plain white I think. Before this, I remember that I was walking through a place and then hearing people complain or mock my situation with the girl embedded in my back. Next, I remember intentionally backhanded her or rotating my upper body until my hand hit her on the head or around the head. Thereafter, I remember that I apologized superficially and then showed my arm with my palm facing up. Also, I remember showing her the largest portion of my forearm next to the elbow, and I think that she put her nose over it for some reason. In the dream, I felt that it was a natural reaction at the time despite being ignorant of the reason. Anyway, I remember that the girl embedded into my back needed charging or something. That is, I remember that after the bathrooms scene, she was beginning to grow smaller until when she became a tiny thick-limbed, clay, human figure with her limbs molded or melted together. In short order, I remember that I removed her from my back and placed her on the ground or floor. In addition, I remember seeing my older half-brother — to my right while the girl was in front of me. Regarding the sequence of the dream, this was right before I woke up. Earlier, I remember telling the girl that it was — who convinced me to help her and embed her into my back. Sometime during my dream, I think I remember that when we first met when she was associated with the  group which included the guy in her picture or video, we talked often until it felt like we were happy talking with one another. Primarily, I remember that when she was embedded into my back, I would often turn around and place my hand on the area where her collarbone was when talking to her. In essence, I remember that we were intimate I think. Conversely, I remember that I was worried that she might know my thoughts and that was the reason why she stopped talking to me. At the same time, I remember visualizing this through seeing the bottommost items in the personal history list page in Google. In another scene, I remember being inside my house in the living room and seeing my father either enter or leave through the screen door which led to the garage. In response to my presence, he was addressing the charging problem of the girl to me. Coincidentally, I remember the lights were open at this time. Regarding another scene, I remember that while I cleaned the urine, after the two or three women were gone, I remember hearing from staff within the place, which was probably a mall, talk to each other about me in my presence, or maybe I heard them and registered their presences somehow. To add on, I think I faintly remember an image of the antagonist "Magellan" from the anime "One Piece" being one of those staff. However, this is most likely a post-dream fabricated insertion rather than a true element of that dream. Nonetheless, I remember that the staff were praising me regarding the fact that I cleaned up the floor and only pretended to avoid cleaning the urine while the women watched because I wanted to keep an "bad boy" persona or something. Precisely, they used the word "agenda" to identify the persona. Either way, I remember that I was talking to the girl embedded in my back online on some gray application with a white container which showed a trdadditional "chat room" which took up the leftmost, bottommost quarter of the application. In particular, the application reminded me of OBS or could have been OBS or a blend between the aforementioned UI design and OBS. Moreover, I remember that when I and the girl finally got into a relationship, I talked to her in video call in the same application probably though the container which took up the rightmost, topmost portion of the application. Yet, I remember wanting to take a break from talking to her via video call and choosing only to use chat. Lastly, I think I remember that — encouraged me to talk via video call.


August 21, 2023, 4:24 PM
Riding with Superspeed


I had a dream wherein I was riding a woman who had "superspeed". I remember that we were running from someone or something. I remember that I told her to run faster, and she did, saying "Like this?" I remember that we were on — — of — — —

I remember that a word that combined "engineer" and "sensory" floating in my mind probably as a part of a dream.


August 23, 2023
Superman and the Honey Company


I had a dream where —, I, — and — were on the side of the road in front of —'s house in — — I remember that — somehow did something with thee, worm-life items, one for —, him, and —. The last item to the right which comprehended —'s designated worm, covered a line and precisely fell and rolled over. — was surprised since the item was exact aligned chosen for the triple domino-like alignment of worms, and — said it was accidental rather than on purpose. The worms were supposed to be a symbol of our friendship or something. I remember that when one searched up something, it searched it on a specific website. I remember that we were playing some game a while ago. I think I remember that — could have been doing something else a while ago. Similarly, a dream in the past included —, —, —, and me. 

I had a dream where superman was introducing or met a whole new set of superheroes apparently for "DC Comics". I remember the fact that do many superheroes were there. I remember that superman went to a secret meeting between him, Jesse Pinkman, me (who was some random dude apparently), and some top company CEOs or founders or something. I remember that they were offering superman the position of CEO without administrative work. — accepted two. Jesse Pinkman said he wouldn't work on this honey company, and for some reason, superman was connected to Jesse Pinkman. That's why the honey company with two words with "H" in their name, one of which being "Honey", wanted Jesse Pinkman. I rember that imagining some two songs like "Snowfall" for Jesse Pinkman. I remember the screen cinematically turning the black with some text or credits maybe right before Jesse's last statement "I don't know."

I remember that beforehand, I was laughing at the jokes made by the CEOs and — I think. For some reason, I stayed and then soon began memorizing the weight of one of the pieces of meat on —'s plate. It was probably beef, and I think I remember that the number was 44. I analyzed the food as — ate. I remember that when I was laughing at the jokes, the people there would stare at me, and I would look away. I remember that I was standing before I sat next to —. That was before the offers to be CEO.

For some reason, when I saw the set of heroes from a disembodied lens, I think I imagined Marvel rather than DC. I also imagined seeing the a video on YouTube showing —, who was probably smiling, and the set of heroes. I think I remember thinking of the critique of Marvel. 

I remember another dream before this. In this dream, I was at home and my half-sister was being mean to me. I remember that she was saying it to the point that I felt helpless. I remember that several times, I raised my right hand as if to hit her on the nape from behind. I remember that I did that even if we were in the living room where — was awake and could see. He was lying down on the bedding on the floor though and stonefaced. — was sleeping on the coach.


August 27, 2023, 8:02 PM
Flickering Feet


I had a dream where I was waking up. I remember seeing the image flickering between levitating feet and lying down on the ground. I really woke up soon after.

I remember a dream where I was scrolling through a Facebook page with — in it. I saw a post where — was standing under a bridge next to 3 other people. I remember that he was the third person from left to right. I remember seeing two comments of my former classmate — under the post. I think I remember that there were more comments of prople whom I remember. I think the people next to — had faces as well, but I forgot.

My dreams were longer than this, but I was too sleepy.

I remember seeing — when he woke me up by knocking on the locked door, and I think I said in a relieved tone, "Oh, it's —." — was wearing his colorful hoodie. I then went back to bed, and — went downstairs to sleep on the bedding in the living room.

The door was locked because I —.

After sitting down for more than 10 hours yesterday writing, I feel like an ape walking on two legs rather than a true bipedal.

He was eating. You don't feel like someone who knows how to eat. You need fresh teeth.


August 30, 2023, 9:54 PM
The Extended Gate


I had a dream where I saw my father warning kids on the other side beyond a wall. I saw kids playing basketball. For some reason, the place where my father was looked liked my family's rented apartment and also the former main church at the same time. I remember that my father was with Ate — and Kuya — and probably — and —.

I remember that I saw Kuya — sitting on a chair with his head laid back on the white, wooden bench of my former main church. I remember that this bench wad positioned to the right from the viewpoint of the entrance.

I remember that Ate — and probably — and — went inside the chapel.

I remember walking up to the two or three boys playing basketball and handing them the basketball and flew out to the road in front of our rented apartment.

I remember that the place where the kids were playing looked different from real life.

In the dream, it looked narrower, and the ground looked like hard, dry earth. I think I remember a house situated to the right.

I remember as well that the ball hit against the gate of our rented house somehow for some reason this gate extended way over to the side beyond the corner. That was the reason my father warned the boys. 

Our house was on a vertical, while the road where the boys played was on a vertical. The roads connected, forming an intersection.

The corner refers to the closer corner.

Kuya — also looked younger in the dream.

I remember that my father was calling out to Kuya — while my father was standing on the portico of the chapel.

He was calling out because Kuya — was somehow sitting on the bench and the bench moved more to the right. 

I'm confused since the bench was already at the right side, so any movement would mean that it would hit the wall or something. However, I think I saw that it did move or feel that it did move at least.


August 31, 2023, 10:10 PM
The Confidence of a Lucid Dream


I had a dream where I was having a lucid dream in the dream I think. I remember walking to where Puregold was and seeing classmates from —. I remember saying that only lasted 5 minutes. I think I was saying it was too short. I remember that I was passing by these classmates of mine from the direction of the road toward — —. However, I sat down on the ground on the sidewalk in front of the outdoor chairs of where the coffee shop is now. I remember seeing a bunch of kids, including younger sister of — when she was younger around the time I knew her at —. I remember seeing — as well being around the age I last saw her. 

I remember that I was sitting next to — on the ground there. 

I remember that the younger students were holding hands, and I excused myself to pass them alongside who I think is —.

I remember seeing — and a group leaving and heading to — —. 

I remember that at one point, the place looked dark, and the Puregold windows looked bright. 

I remember that I soon went to my family's apartment and began to relax around —, —, and I think some others. 

I remember this Youtube video or game or something where this really creepy guy with a creepy, wrinkly face was on the floor.

I remember that I had to click on the Youtube video or game of this guy. For some reason, he appeared in the kitchen-dining room rather than me watching a video or playing a game.

I remember relaxing so much and just taking my time at home since I "knew" I was lucid dreaming. 

I remember even doing something impossible where I stood on my hands and moved or jumped forward through the downstairs indoors area of my house. I remember that I was heading from the living room to the kitchen-dining room. I think — or — was surprised. 

I remember telling — when we were sitting down at the sidewalk that I was lucid dreaming. I think I thought that — and something who I think is — could also be lucid dreaming with me. However, I entertained the possibility that — and — were part of the lucid dream I imagined rather than actual people. 

I remember that when I woke up from the lucid dream but still within the dream, I was looking sideways in the ground, lying down on my side. I think it was kind of bright as well. I woke myself up from that lucid dream within the dream on purpose.

I remember that the dream felt very vivid and real while thinking it was a lucid dream. 

I remember that at one point within the dream, I was in a different place in a probably a field of grass or glade along with Kuya —.


September 1, 2023, 7:47 PM
Statement Equals DMs


I had a dream where I was on a car with — or — I think. I remember that I was hanging out with — and —. I remember that we were eating pepperoni pizza and pineapple pizza. On my plate, the pepperoni pizza was on top of the pineapple one on a silver paper plate. I remember that we were seated on either a square or circular marble-like table. I remember being in a fancy house that looked like a condo or urban hotel. I remember that I was secretly hesitant initially to eat the pizza for free. However, I took a bite casually anyway and ate the first pepperoni pizza quickly.

I remember that Kuya — came for some reason. For some reason, I remember seeing Kuya — and seeing him drive me and — to some place. I remember that he was angry with me. However, I don't know why. I remember that I might have done something to make him annoyed, but I forgot. I remember — was with him I think. I think we were talking in the car, and then some tension happened between Kuya — and me over something that probably was more in line with who I remembered him to be rather than who he might be now. I remember that when I got out, Kuya — was angry. I think — or — watched it all happen. I remember walking away from the wide road that terminated in a dead end and walking off the side. — might have been with me at the time.

I remember another scene where I was in a mall. I think I was trying to get back since I was in a large urban city after Kuya — dropped me off. I remember that I was trying to get back probably to my parents. However, it was probably because Kuya — was mad at me that he dropped me off earlier. I remember walking to a place where there were giant paintings hanging on walls in a strange museum.

I remember that while walking in the mall, I saw many people and even saw a girl with a camera.

I remember that I walked along the strange museum and then was hoping that I would get to my mother or parents somehow through this path where the paintings hang on the sides.

I remember that the paintings looked innocuous at first and feeling like a warning before I entered.

When I entered, the paintings become horrifying, but I was calm rather than scared, which is strange since scary things normally appear in dreams when the person dreaming is scared of them.

I remember that I walked in and then saw hundreds of paintings hanging on the walls. I was on a path probably around 3 to 5 persons in width. This path led me all around the museum.

Each painting, which seemed digital and like a work of photo bashing, was hanging on the walls with little gap in between, almost or probably taking up the whole wall to my left.

I remember that when I saw it, I turned around and walked away because I realized that this was far from the home that I was hoping to find here.

Afterwards, I met the girl with the camera because she saw me as a "doc" something as in documentary. It could have been "docmed" or something. I forgot. If it was docmed, "docmed" might have been a mix of "documentary" and "media."

I remember that I suddenly became a Japanese boy who kept silent even when she called to me twice. I remember seeing her call to me as I was walking down the cuved staircase after exiting the art gallery. I remember feeling strange seeing her since she looked very outgoing, but she took interest in me.

I remember thinking about the sky, trees, or mountain as I walked down a stepped corridor with interspacing staircases for some reason.

As I walked down the corridor, the girl was following me, and then, I answered her question regarding my silence I think. 

What I said was something along the lines of, "Question equals answer, and statement equals DMs."

I literally answered when I had a question, and then, I "DMed" her with my phone when I had a statement to say.

Rather than out of social anxiety, I remember that I limited the conversation out of a willingness to utilize a quirky, amiable, teasing, curious, subtle approach to challenge the girl in her excited attempts to converse with me.

I remember that the girl most likely skipped a bra or wore a bra with minimal padding due to the visibility of the contours of her underbust.

I remember that she wore a blouse that might have just been a shirt. Its color was beige around #f7E7CE. She might have wore black leggings or jeans. I remember that her black hair hung downwards, and it had slightly curly layers from the way down enough that it moved along with her figure.

She most likely exercised due to the way she seemed to bounce or tiptoe around, as she followed me. I found out after researching bra size and measuring the span of my hand when stretched to be as long as possible, her cup size was probably around 6 inches of "F" in width. This was the first time that I considered cup size when talking about a girl considering I get attracted to almost everyone despite variations in cup size.

This way, she had little to go around with, and the conversation was slow. I think I remember using a word to describe it within the dream that sounded like "epiphany" or a word that had an "e" for a first letter. This word meant "limited' or something I think. I find it strange that I think or narrate within the dream regarding what happened and regarding my actions.

I remember waking up afterwards. 

When I was wrote that I "became a Japanese boy," I mean I probably looked like "Sung Jinwoo" in the first chapters of the "manhwa" "Solo Leveling" but with a Korean bowl cut. I remember that I was wearing a soft, navy-blue jacket or something, but my memory is fuzzy. I might have worn a black undershirt or a white one. I remember that I looked slender and athletic based on my shoulders from behind. I remember that I saw myself from behind as in like in third person–like view. I remember seeing the girl to my right side as I walked next to the left side of the corridor. The corridor might have had establishments on the sides, and I remember seeing people walking and probably kiosks and yellow lights emanating from the right side. However, I think I saw little color that might suggest that there were establishments besides the thematic yellow of the corridor lights.

I remember that after or during our pizza eating, I think I saw Kuya — or —'s mother emerge from behind a door. I think we also ate other junk food associated with pizza too.

I remember sitting in the car and feeling discomfort within the bounds of the car, as I stayed there, listening to Kuya — berate me over something and then another thing right before I left the car.


September 2, 2023, 10:47 PM
Old Philippine Coins


I had a dream where I tried to curl my fingers and relax them again and again, but I only got the sensation after a delay. It's like I was moving in slow motion. 

I remember a classroom I think in relation to the slow motion

I remember a girl.

I remember that someone was making the slow motion happen.

I had another dream where people had the old Philippine coins for some reason. (The old Philippine coins were before 26 March 2018 when "Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas" released the New Generation Currency Coin Series.) It was also strange because it was like a game where you select one square and then the longer that you selected the square and as time passed, the colors turned from something to yellow to green. I remember that — was there.

I remember that we were in a hallway of some sort, and lots of other people selected the squares with me.

After a certain point, the square reaches a breaking point and then becomes collected somehow. I think maybe that it was a game mechanic of some sort and that maybe there was a reward that came from it.

I remember that we had coins in containers that might have been plastic.

I think I asked someone, probably —, for their 5-peso coins. I remember seeing so many 5 pesos in the container that the pile reached higher than the container itself. I remember that the coins were sectioned in a way that felt familiar to how coins tend to align in stacks whether vertically, horizontally, and, sometimes, somewhat diagonally.


September 5, 2023, 2:33 AM
The Man Who Could Stop Time


I had a dream where I saw Tita —, —, who is the son of Tito —, and a bunch of other characters.

I remember that I was talking with Tita — regarding something. I think we might have been in a fancy-looking place. I think I remember beige colors and fancy designs. For some reason, I remember thinking regarding Tita — and a clinical inquiry into attractiveness, maybe having to do with her age.

I remember another scene with —, and I remember telling him that he would forgot everything that we did together or would forget everything since he was sitting at a computer desk and playing on the computer I think. I remember that he was sitting on a chair as well. The room looked pretty brown.

I remember other characters where this guy went around killing people I think. I remember that he could somehow stop time or freeze people in time and then the more he touched them, the more they shifted away from being frozen to being in slow motion to being in normal time again. I think I remember that he killed two guys maybe.

I remember that someone else came to him and asked for his money but also asked for his abilities.

Let's call the former guy "Guy A" and the latter guy "Guy B."

I remember that the camera angle was from the ground, which was very interesting.

I remember that that Guy A had a backstory which I had a scene about earlier. However, I have forgotten.

I remember that Guy A attacked and beat up Guy B, who was already wounded.

I remember that I remember that it skipped a part of the fight and already revealed that the kick Guy A did hurt Guy B to the point that Guy B was on the ground.

I remember that for some reason, Guy B was now a child rather than the adult or older adult he was earlier. Then, he was sitting down on his buttocks with his legs spread apart enough that it was like the angle of the camera was hinting that something bad happened in his private part area especially since the face and expression of Guy B was that of tension. I remember when the shorts moved out of the way somehow, or a hole formed to show the private area, the private area was literally just one singular color of red to the point it lacked contours and was just one flat color. I remember that the camera zoomed in a little maybe. Then, I saw him bite the closest finger of his right hand (maybe left hand but inverted in a way that I failed to tell the difference) and bit it off. This finger was probably the index or pointing finger. I saw gore and blood, which are weird things to find in a dream.


September 6, 2023, 12:41 AM
The Spike Room Challenge


I had a dream where I was in a corridor of some sort. I remember seeing probably hundreds of people.

I remember that I was part of a group that included Ate —, "—," who was the temporary assistant teacher at —, Kuya —, and a bunch of other people.

I remember that we went inside this place that I was familiar with in the dream. According to the dream, I already went into this place. The place was this corridor that had multiple areas, each having a challenge that I and my group had to win. I think I remember that the first challenge was finding the best position for when the spikes from the roof that came from holes in the ground and holes in the ceiling. I think I remember that the second challenge might have been something similar. I remember that the third challenge was related to this rectangular portions on the floor with small gaps in between them. These portions were comprised of probably around 6 of 7 squares in a line. These squares glowed one by one, and during their glow, the color of the glow was either red or green. I remember that the glow might have been square or circular. Most likely, it was a square. At the center, it was clear rather than opaque. Radially from the center, it got more transparent. When I or one of my group touched the red, we would get into a trance where we would see things or something. I might have touched the red and gotten the trance at least once. When I or one of the group touched the green, I think it probably made the challenge go faster, but visually, things stayed the same. I remember that we were briskly moving around trying to touch the green and avoid the red. Often, I would see Kuya — lying down on the portion at the middle on his back and his head directly farther from me than his feet. I remember seeing — and Ate — on top of each other with their legs curled rather than extended outward. and lying down on the adjacent portion at the left side of —'s portion from my viewpoint. I remember that I was trying to impress — I think. I think — was outside watching along with many others maybe. I remember that we were playing a game wherein people could watch from outside. I remember thinking that the people outside would enjoy the rare game and the set of challenges it provided. I remember thinking that we performed well. From my viewpoint looking at Kuya —, I think the crowds watched from behind me through transparent walls and doors. I remember that my sister had her down and wearing probably dark clothes while —, like he had done in real life, wore white clothes or, at least, a white polo or shirt. 

When they went into a trance, they would stay still. I remember my sister laughing for some reason, probably because her and —'s bodies were touching each other. 

I think I remember seeing —.

I remember that when I first entered the place, I was so excited, pranced around quickly, and even spoke in a strange way, but as I went through the challenges, I became quiet and serious. 

I think I remember many other scenes before heading inside the place, but I have forgotten. 

After the game ended and when the crowds or one of the crowds from outside got their turn, I remember seeing this girl from — — — with black hair and this nice smile. She's one of my Facebook friends, and I think she's a singer. In the dream, she was sitting on a chair in front of a messy table. I think I remember that someone handed an item to her from across the table. I remember that I was either seated, standing, or hovering besides her at her left.

Last night, I might have had a thought or a dream where I told my parents regarding something about a girlfriend. 

I remember that before we went into the place, we were outside on the streets or something. I think we were on the street at the bottom of — — in — — —


September 6, 2023, 3:38 AM
The Transparent Shower Room


I had a dream. I remember that I was in a shower room. I remember that the shower room was kind of dim because I was in a big shower room. The shower room had many windows that led to the outside. I learned later that since the windows were transparent, people could see me taking a shower. I wondered why — avoided using the shower there. I remember that we were in this place and that it was probably like a resort house or something. The windows were located around one side. Either way, I remember that — was probably outside the shower room and the room before it. I remember that I went outside and I saw many other people, some sitting down on the steps I think. These steps led to the house, so it really felt grandiose. I remember the feeling of the water on me while I was taking a shower. 

I think I remember seeing my father there as well. I think he said something in the dream regarding something. 

I remember seeing my mother playing on a phone, probably the older Samsung phone. I remember that she was playing a game where the characters looked like certain flash games. In the dream, I believed that the game was part of the "Stronghold series." This Stronghold series was different from the "Stronghold Crusader" series in real life. I was thinking of a series of mobile games with a certain style where their characters had a torso and a head, but the outlines of their arms and their torso were distinctly separated as if it was being animated with Adobe Animate. I might have imagined that their bodies experienced ragdoll death with the outline separations. Specifically, outline refers to the black outlines around cartoon characters. I remember the movements of the arm as well while watching my mother play the game. I was standing behind her while she was sitting down, probably alongside — or something. I remember that the arms moved in a way where the shoulder joints went far past its designated location and broke toward the midline of the body. However, this was only an animation quirk that I'm sure I've seen before in real life.

I remember that the structure of the house was strange because I remember an image where the house was just an apartment-looking house with two floors. However, the fact that the shower room felt incredibly big and small at the same time confuses me. 


September 6, 2023, 11:56 PM
A Hand Becomes Transparent


I had a dream where I and — were in this place. This place looked like a park of some sort where lots of people were. These people looked rambunctious maybe.

I remember that we were just looking, and after a while, for some reason, — just was so terrified of having his hand become transparent.

I remember that after that scene at the park-looking place, we were in two different places. I think I remember going onto this plaza or something, and we were on his high part in a park or town center or something. This high part might have only felt high rather than actually being taller than the rest of the ground. Though, I do remember the ground broke into several different heights. However, whether it is actual rather than perceptual, it remains for me to identify.

I remember that I went to this place where it was a long line of cars, people, and maybe even small structures like slum houses. I wanted to pass through to get to this ground level but covered subway-looking thing. I remember feeling scared of these people because it gave a ghetto feeling, and they were Black. One of them who swaggered past me wore a white tank top, blue jeans, and beanie, and he had brown hair and dreadlocks. He looked like that Youtuber  It felt like I was in Detroit, Michigan. That was probably the first time I dreamt of someone who was Black. I remember going past them somehow. I learned my fears were excessive because I was able to go past them fine through a gap that led to the subway place. I remember being in this subway, and I remember going to one of three tracks probably. The track closest to the gap through which I had passed had a partition wall further to the left from the viewpoint of the gap. This partition extended enough that it looked enough from the images that I remember yet feeling limited rather than infinite. I remember that I went in between this partition and the wall of the subway. This subway wall felt embedded like a protrusion from the cars and the small structures on the line rather than a separate wall wherein one could see a gap in between the wall and the cars and small structures. I remember that when I went in between this partition, the ceiling, which was shaped like a rectangular plank of wood fell and hang downward with one invisible hinge on the further part of it while missing a weld or hinge on the other closer side from my viewpoint. I think I might have panicked, and maybe, someone else was there with me.

I woke up and then was awake for an hour or two before I slept again.

I had another dream where I saw many different people. I remember that my mother and —, among others, were there.

I remember going to several places: one where it was a long road and where — was, one where it looked like the garage of our apartment, and probably many more.

I remember that in the long road where — was, I remember that I was going delusional. I remember that I was seeing things in the distance, and I thought it was strange that I saw them. I think I also experienced them earlier at the garage place. I think that was the reason I went to the road.

I remember in the garage place, my mother gestured me to sit down on this pillow- or sand bag–looking thing on top of many plants or something next to the wall and pray. I remember that I was talking casually, and I might have said something a little serious before I started saying nonsensical stuff. In the end, when I heard that the meeting in the garage where many church members were sitting down started. I remember thinking that it was fine that I prayed for a short time because the meeting started around the exact same time anyway I think. I remember seeing — there. It felt strange because it was like I was in the chapel of my former main church at the same time as in the garage of my apartment.

I remember that the thing I did wrong was me probably showing or revealing somehow regarding porn. I think maybe they could read my thoughts, or I showed them with my phone somehow. I remember feeling mostly calm regarding that.

I think I remember I was also on the grounds outside of the chapel of my former main church.

I think I remember that when I was delusional, I might have seen hearing things as well. So, rather than lucid dreaming, it was a form of awareness regarding the strange elements of dream while retaining belief in it as reality.

I remember that the long road looked infinite according to the images I remember of it. It could have been in the middle of nowhere, but for some reason, I felt it was connected to the other scene wherein it was the garage of my apartment, the grounds outside of the chapel, and the chapel all at the same time. It could have been more coherent than I remember.

I think I remember —. — and — could have been there as well.

I think I remember seeing "— —."

I think that when I was on the long road, I remember seeing — in the distance.

I remember the existence of many other scenes and conversations, but I had effectively forgotten them.


September 9, 2023, 1:46 AM
The Secret Society Receiver


I had a dream where I was in several places: right before the middle of the staircase when going up, in a big, dark room that looked like a bigger version of an apartment room, and in a corridor or part of a house or building where I could see through a doorway and peek into a room where I saw Ate — on the top of a small, probably child-sized double-deck bed and probably my Dad to the left and probably — and maybe — and —. I remember that I was in the big, dark room, and I was looking for a sound. This sound was probably a buzzing or a voice. I remember that I went and touched this receiver-looking thing. It looked like it might have been 16 cm in width, 6 cm in thickness, and 13 or 14 cm in height. Even if those measurements are wrong, the ratio "16:6:13.5" would still be about what I remember. I remember that it was on a table, and the room was fairly dark. Maybe, the room had a light-blocking curtain that soon slid to the side to reveal a window through which it let the morning light stream. I remember — sitting on a chair, a couch, or something. As for relative position, he is sitting probably in front of me somewhat to my right to my right and facing west from my viewpoint. Strangely, my perception of his size is erratic. However, according to what I remember, he was 1 meter in front of me and less than half a meter to the right. He might have also been sitting on a couch that faced the east, and so he would face the east if that was the case.

I remember that I listened to a man's voice in the receiver-looking thing that talked about joining a probably global or international, secret society or something for wealthy people probably. I think I remember the word "Opress," among others, but this may have been for a place or something. I remember that for some reason, I had photos that referred to the things the voice talked about. I remember that I had one that might have been greenery or ice, another one that looked yellow with som green on the leftmost topmost corner, and 5 more photos that looked like very detailed, surreal, landscape paintings. I remember that I was looking through them from a phone.

I remember that I told my mother and even went up the staircase I think.

I think I remember that the backstory was about the fact that we were supposed to be there at the secret society, but we were ignorant regarding certain etiquette or regulations. So, they skipped on giving us an invitation for weeks until now. Then, I think my mother, sister, and father wanted to get into it, but they seemed calm and mostly like it was a trivial thing. I remember that my mother told me to prepare — to check for when the voice calls again from the receiver. I remember that I thought or said that I was better since I was able to express what I saw much better probably because I writing and reading a lot in real life. I remember thinking and saying this while on the staircase.

There may have been other things.


September 10, 2023, around 3 AM
The Secret Society Receiver


I remember that either I or someone else was looking down at a town square or park from a tall building. I think remember seeing a bench maybe and some Victorian lamp posts. 

I remembered the dream when I woke up, but I forgot. The problem is that I wake up thirsty, hungry, and in need of a shower. Writing down my dreams is too much of a pain. I also feel frustrated with real life because I feel that I'm struggling to remember my life and write it down.


September 11, 2023, 2:36 AM
The Glowing Gem Necklaces


I remember that I was in this large place. I think I remember seeing several classmates: — —, — — with the same hairstyle but with several messy strands above her head, and probably a bunch more other people.

I remember that I was with my mother somehow. I think we were in this very big place, and I remember that I was just sitting down and hanging out.

I think I remember hearing that the place had this thing where people went to these seats which looked like those from a football stadium.

I remember seeing people move from a flat area with seats to a stepped seats like those from a football area.

I remember that the reason was religious and that they were doing like a ritual or something. Maybe, it was a day where they had to do something for three days maybe.

I remember seeing — — walking in front of me toward me and probably passing me by.

I remember seeing several kids. I think I remember that I had an encounter with kids, but because I had little time to talk to them, I only just watched them.

I remember that my mother was incredibly energetic for some reason.

I think I remember — saying many things maybe.

I think I remember seeing a girl sitting down to my left on a boat maybe. A transparent barrier, probably glass, separated us. 

I think I remember now. I remember that —, —, me, my father, and my mother were in a plane and that I remember my father warning either — or — that we would fall if they kept doing something. Probably, — or — were doing something with the plane.

I remember that we went down, or maybe we were still up in the sky. Then, the boat or whatever thing with the girl was then right beside us. 

I find it strange since the scene was the same, but for some reason, the plane just disappeared later, and now, I registered the place as that same one but with seats and with — —, — —, the many people, and the stadium seats.

The girl sitting to my left waved her hair flirtatiously, and I ignored it for the most part. However, I think she was attractive. She had long black- or blackish brown–colored hair that reached several inches below her shoulder tips maybe.

I remember that she was seated in this chair, and in front of her and behind her, other people were seated as well.

I remember that — ignored me, but — — locked eyes with me since she was walking in front of me past me.

I remember — and —, and I remember that my mother gave us these necklaces with gems that glowed at the end of them. I remember that she got it from this place where she had to buy five of these purple gem for each necklace. I got a necklace with a white, glowing gem, while — or — got blue or something. I remember that we were getting attention since we were the only ones getting these "powerful, expensive, special" gems according to the dream.

However, much later, at the end of my dream, I was able to talk to some babies and play with them. I remember just having fun and enjoying myself with these babies. At first, I did because I think I wanted to seem more normal to people like — —, but soon, I just forgot and just let myself hang out with this one baby whom I then left after a long period of time. I remember that I saw someone put down two bottles of probably non-alcoholic wine in front of them. I remember seeing them try to drink from a small, white plastic cup around the size of the cup from the church communion. I remember that the drink in this cup was beige-colored though rather than the purple of the wine. I remember that I was tapping the grape wine and maybe pretending that it was hard to open in front of the babies. I remember that instead of rubbing the side of the bottle the same way as someone else according to the backstory of my dream, I chose to tap it on the side several times. I remember that I was humming or singing on the spot with the babies, and I remember that the babies were looking at me. So, maybe, it was useful to them.

I remember that — was sitting in a crowd. She was on the right side next to the wall, while the rest of the crowd was seated closer to the seats in the place before the stadium. I remember the transparent glass barrier separating the first area and the stadium area.

I remember that I saw the price of the gem necklaces in a gray UI-looking box like that from a video game. I either imagined it or saw it visualized; however, I felt that it was normal.

I think I remember that the glass barrier between the first area and the stadium area could have been slightly curved, but maybe I'm misremembering.

I might have forgotten a lot, but this is better than yesterday in terms of written dream content in proportion to actual dream content. 


September 12, 2023, 4:13 AM
The Blind Networker


I had a dream where I was with —, —, and —. We were on the street I believe.

I remember that I was with them for a reason, but I separated from them for a reason as well.

I remember that I was imagining or seeing a page in a book showing faces of political leaders. I remember that one of these political leaders had some red marking, which was probably an "X" or some smudge, to indicate that people preferred the leader next to this political leader over him. I remember hearing a voice saying something that went along the lines of "Sometimes, people just don't like you." or "Sometimes, you are not compatible with the people." I remember that it was a white, front page, and the first back cover page to the left was probably yellowish. I think I remember that the political leaders were dressed in white, probably a "barong" or something. I remember that the images were portrait-sized and less than 15% in height. They probably went for the common 2:1 ratio. I remember that for some reason, I was seeing the images scroll down as if the page itself was able to show more content. However, I still felt that it was a book rather than a tablet, and I remember that they moved by themselves, as the voice was speaking.

I remember that I met a group of 19 people after I separated from — and company. I remember that I saw three women. I remember that we went inside a building in the vibrant street. I remember that in this building, a man said something along the lines of "We should do this because there's a higher chance of networking." I remember that when I saw the girls probably along with the guy as well on the street before we went inside, I think I might have been with — and company. I remember that I was either wearing glasses that obstructed the view of my eyes completely, closing my eyes for a prolonged time, or both. I remember that I wore a strange mask or hat over my head, which looked big and strange. I think I might have been wearing a red shirt or something. I was most likely wearing pants or something long. For some reason, I remember that this building looked like it was just random place inside, but I remember that I slid to the screen door in the living room of my current apartment. I remember talking with several people, while I was functionally blind. I think I remember an image of me walking in this place where the ground was gridded cobblestone and I was standing with my back turned and in front of a flight of steps to a doorway. In terms of visual angle, from my viewpoint far away from myself, this flight of stairs appeared to be around the same size as me. I think I remember that I knew that one of the women liked me because she was sure that I was somebody attractive underneath my mask, weird outfit, or both. I think I remember that after the man stated about networking, I felt that I was doing well in it.

The politcal leader scene either happened during or before the scene inside the building. I could have been imagining it in my obstructed view.

I remember seeing — and company again coming from the left, around a curve in front of me, and to the right. It felt like it was in eye view for some reason due to the proportions of things in that viewpoint. I remember that they were speaking about sexual things.


September 13, 2023, 7:29 AM
Alternative Spellings of "What"


I remember hearing a voice asking what I thought were the alternative spellings of "what" in the past.

I remember that I said it was either a two mispellings of what, but for some reason, when I try to type down "what", it feels like that was the word that I saw. For some reason, I felt that "what" was a mispelling.

I remember that I was in my room at the time.

The male voice continued and said that during war, they would use the supposed mispelling "what". It might have been "waht".

Then, he started speaking in a French accent. He said an interrogative sentence that started with "what" or "waht".


September 14, 2023, 6:15 AM
Is This Vietnam?


I remember that I had a dream where I was looking at a house or something. It was a very vivid landscape that looked real with the way that it blurred and seemed to blend in color. I remember that it was a song, and that I could choose between this and another song, which was basically the Youtube video "Man of Steel OST Mix "Zod Suite". I even saw the thumbnail in my dream. This video can be found in real life in https://web.archive.org/web/20230912042125/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TulBh6klMuU&ab_channel=Silrian777.

I remember that I was on the streets maybe alongside — maybe.

I remember that I became a soldier or something who trained — and — in my real life room. Though, I forgot how we trained, but I believe rather than physical workouts, it was something else. I remember that — groaned about it and instead of wanting to keep training, he stopped. I remember that — was in favor of training, and he might have said something. However, I only remember — arguing with me regarding why they should train or something. I think I remember telling him that the"world" was dangerous. I was referring to our country. — gave a rhetorical question saying if this was Vietnam or something. I remember saying that it was Vietnam. I remember that it was a cloudly late afternoon, and the light of the room was off. I remember that we argued about several other things, but I have forgotten.

I may have forgotten many other things.


September 17, 2023, 5:38 AM
The Polygon Soldiers


I had a dream where I think I was playing a game or something.

I remember Ate — — —.

I remember seeing a game screen where numerous games were arranged in 5 columns and at least 3 rows. I remember that it was in the middle of the screen with some margins on the left and right sides. It had a scrollbar on the right side of the "div".

I remember that because of a punishment or something, I moved from the first game to several different games one by one. I remember the various games. The other games looked like older games in a different genre and UI.

I remember the last game I played, and it looked like real life. It was about this dude who I think was just a normal person. However, I think they became a murderer who went and killed people. It came to the point where the police sent soldiers after him. I remember seeing the soldiers in front of me. I think they looked less like real life peoples and more like probably characters from a polygon video game. I also remember they had some sort of symbol or text hovering at them and indicating that they were soldiers. I remember that while I saw these three soldiers jogging to the right in a hallway, I saw an open doorway that led to the dude who became a murderer. He was standing contiguous to the wall, and I could see him. Rather than a game, it might have been real life or watching a movie. I remember watching the dude from afar or from third person rather than actually being him.

I remember that the dude was able to survive the chase of the soldiers because he pretended that he was some dude who was with a woman who appeared earlier in the last game.

I remember seeing Ate — or —. I think I was outside and in front of the door of my room. I remember that I was walking to her about something.


September 18, 2023, 10:06 AM
The Chubby Woman on the Sidewalk


I had a dream where I was walking to the end of the road leading outside of — — — and intersecting with the crossroad. I was at the edge of the road on the sidewalk next to the main road. I remember that I was with —. I think — and I had different destinations, but I decided against leaving and returned home.

I remember that I met this chubby woman to whom I was just talking, but during our somewhat lengthy conversation, she decided to lean toward me and try to kiss me, making it seem as if it was natural by speaking regarding the topic of the conversation. I leaned away and got up, saying something along the lines of "Don't forcibly kiss me and pretend that it was part of the conversation". I remember reporting it to family I think when I left.

Much more preceded and succeeded this I think, but I forgot.


September 20, 2023, 8:06 AM
Black Knight, Black Knight


I had a dream about — — or something, someone who looked like a combination between Ate — and Ate —, —, two tall dudes.

I remember that I was looking at — — walking up to the altar through the isle from a seated position in the mid section of the pews at my former main church. I think she had a guiat when she was seated. I remember seeing her walking alongside someone all of a sudden. This other person was the —-— combination. I remember that in thee dream, I thought that this combination spoke with such a vivid tone and speech reminiscent of — and —. They spoke about the fact that I was staring at — —, who now had —'s face for some reason when they turned around and walked up to me from the altar. I responded by saying that it was because — was pretty. I remember THE combination continuing on and talking about — had more appeal than her. After she spoke, I said that she had emotional appeal, alluding to her personality, behavior, or way of talking.  I remember being so aware that I even tried to turn two probably 10-foot-tall, White American giant, stout guys wearing suits, who came from the middle door of the chapel, into black knights several times. I was repeating in my head, "Black Knight."

I remember that the pews suddenly changed when the two guys appeared. The pews were now separated into two sides, both next to the walls. The row closer to me from the viewpoint of the chapel middle door was arranged that the pews were on top of each other to lessen the space they took up. The one where we were seated was located further back, but it still had probably two pews arranged normally and facing sidewalks toward the other set of rows of pews. We were seated probably 70 to 90% on the pew in the direction away from the church middle door. Though, the door and this pee were parallel and facing each other.  The guys sat around 50% the way on the same pew. I remember the the day was bright outside, and the chapel was dim inside. The faces of the —-— combination and — who had —'s face was very vivid and clear that I could study the combinations' eyebrows, eyes, and expressions. Though, I forgot how she looked like. 

Though, I think I remember that other scenes preceded the scenes I mentioned.


September 24, 2023, 10:06 AM
The Four-Legged Structures


I remember having a dream where I went to —'s house at Tita —' room to. Take a shawer with a faucet probably from the the wall of the room or the backroom. 

I remember registering that it dies spill somewhat.

I remember arguing that this can't be a dream since the house looked very exact with the special  door lock of the bathroom. This golden lock was fancy on a light brown–colored door, and I had to turn to lock it. 

I had a dream where I was walking alongside my youngest brother — and my mother down a road. I remember seeing these large structures with four thin legs that terminated upward in a heavy, thick plate of metal or something.

I remember seeing my mother go under them and feeling scared regarding her safety. I tried to avoid going directly under these structures and walked by the side. Though, I still felt it was dangerous. I remember on a sidewalk on what looked like the left side of the street. I remember that my mother was walking in the middle of the road, but soon, all of us were walking on the sidewalk. — released himself from my grasp and went forward toward my mother. I think that during this time, several different images and scenes flashed in my brain. It might have been a transition to new scenes from the street scene, it could have been happening in my dream "mind" while I was still walking on the street. I remember that the road was empty, and it only had the four-legged structures. I think a fence spread on the other side of the street, partially obscuring some houses. I remember that in the distance, it was crowded with buildings I think rather it being a empty, one-colored blur. Though, I only remember it as a blur now.


Dreams from the past few days and one old one
Retrospective Fragments


2023-09-30 01:35:52

Probably 5 days ago

I had a dream where I was climbing this rope that attached to a plank platform on a wall and terminated in a bulbous thing. I think I remember that my mother was there and probably saying something. I think I remember that she told me that I had to somehow have the rope rip apart and then go underwater. I think on the half of the rope where I was still above water and the part of the rope where I was underwater. I think what I had to do was drink, breathe, or do something with the water. The wall could have been stone bricks, but I do remember that the water extended outward rather it being a little pond. I don't think I saw land nearby besides the wall.

Probably 5 days ago as well or 4 days ago

I had a dream where I was invisible or something and going through time or something. In here, my mother was there as well since I remember that she was looking through a screen or window or something and then seeing elephants wearing or carrying pink or red flowers or something. I think I remember that I went to this place where the elephants were and then kept going until I found a school with a brown-skinned girl that I think was supposed to be familiar. We visited her or something. The school looked very much like a Japanese school. Though, it kind of also looked like an office. She was in front of the steps reminiscent of those in schools in anime, and the cement path was long. I remember that I was far off in the distance, and I could barely recognize her face. I remember going to a clearing where I saw various students and Tito — teaching them or something. I think there was much more regarding this, but I think he saw us or something. The clearing was brown dirt, and there was some green. I think there was a shed where it was shaded on the left side and where the young male students went to at one point.

Probably last last night since it's 1:36 AM now or a several days ago

I had a dream where I saw Mr. Beast. He was trying to clean the ocean, and I remember seeing him swimming in the water. But for some reason, the water was just giant flat wall that was right in front of me or the camera. It was tall probably around 10 feet maybe. It was very smooth and flat, and I saw Mr. Beast swimming inside. I think he was trying to clean it because I felt that the black or brown particles near his face or obstructing his face got less, and he was wearing goggles, snorkles, and boxers or swimming shorts with no shirt. I think I remember a scene where he was standing at the beach on the right side of the screen, and at the left was the normal ocean, lake, or sea.

A dream from a long time ago

I remember a dream where I was going through several rooms. I think it was all pink it one room, and these squarish rectangular rooms looked like they were in a video game especially since I think went up and down via ramps rather than stairs. It was very surreal, but I think I remember seeing various items like potted plants and probably portraits in the room.

I think I remember another scene where I was in this castle, and the angle of the camera was strange. But so was the place where I was in. I saw a bar window, and for some reason, it reminded me of Danganronpa. I think the castle was the same place as the square rooms for some reason. In this castle, the ground, the ceiling, and the walls were just stone bricks or, less likely, cobble stone bricks.


October 1, 2023, 10:17 AM
Attack Titan on the Stairs


I had a dream where I was talking about this woman or something. She is supposed to be famous woman with the usual straight black hair look of the Japanese horror figure, but I do remember this woman was interchangeable with an older l man or something. I remember that I was looking through a time line or something, and I think something happened. Maybe, I caught her attention or said something. The way the time line looked like was a line at the bottom of a landscape painting frame or something.

I think I had a dream before about ant college.

I had a dream where several characters hanged out in one place: a girl who committed suicide, a guy who locked everyone in a room and who was probably me, two friends consisting of a guy with long hair and a woman, both in their late twenties or something, and maybe others. I remember that we went inside a room, and I remember trying to fix a light or something. It was a make-shift light switch I think since it was placed next to an actual light switch. I remember trying to insert its wires into the tubes of the same color of green, yellow, and another color. I think I remember that when it failed to turn on the light, I connected it to something else. I remember that someone else made the switch and the light. I was in my room at the time there.

Regarding the guy who locked in the others, I forgot why he did it.

The location changed several times with the same characters.

I remember when I was among several others and then I showed my dick or something. I remember that it was particularly big for some reason. I think it was because we were recording something for a film, and then I showed my dick near the ending. I remember seeing this woman angry at me or something. 

I remember this dude who was strong or something and who had to do with the girl who committed suicide. I think she had a clear reason for why she committed suicide. She may have only declared that she wanted to committed suicide rather than actually do it in the dream. 

I remember that I was imagining a game while everything was happening. 

I remember that the guy with long hair was probably doing something physically intensive in a room or something. Maybe, he was dancing or something. I think I remember that it was important. Later, though, it was revealed that he and the woman were friends. This woman was particularly attractive, and the guy had simple clothes and probably brown hair. 

I remember that the movie or real event had drama that might have been the reason behind the guy locking the others up. I think it was in this locked up room that we were trying to turn on the light bulb. The TV might have been there at the same wall as the light switch. However, I do remember that the door, hallway, and room looked much different than the room where I was tinkering with the switch. Maybe, the room changed. 

I think I remember a guy telling me that I should not tinker with the switch or that it won't work. Though, I do remember it working or almost working. 

I remember 

Before that, I was on the stairs, and I had to motivate probably some kids who were in front of me and climbing the stairs. I was blocking their way alongside some others. I remember that I motivated then by getting them to say with me something. I think it started with "Attack Titan" and a question. Then, they repeated the question and ended with "Attack Titan —" or something. I remember seeing or imagining the words, but I and the kids may have said something else entirely.  I remember that I was looking up the entire time, and I remembered this fact later on in the dream.


October 12, 2023 4:57:53 AM
The Penguin and the Tesla Tag


I had a dream where I saw a video of someone playing a video game where it was this penguin who was throwing out snowballs into these square stacks of snow. One snowball would mean one square film of snow to add to the stack. The square stacks of snow and the throwing motion reminded me of the penguins throwing sandbags game in the online game "Club Penguin". The throwing motion also reminded me of the way penguins could throw in lobbies in Club Penguin; though, it was merely visual like a spray paint in the first-person shooter video game "Counter Strike: Global Offensive".

The guy was talking with this very ironic, sarcastic voice, and I remember that he was saying not to mind the fact that his title had "Tesla" in it in a joking manner. In the dream, this guy was someone I knew for some reason, and I also thought that he was joking about the fact that "Tesla" was a popular search engine optimization (SEO) tag in order to get more clicks.

As for the art style of the video game, I think it looked like it was in the isometric top-down perspective, and I think it was pixel art. Though, I think it reminded me of the video game "Tux Racer". However, from what I remember, the art style was very different from Tux Racer due to the different video game perspectives, as Tux Racer was in third person perspective.


Probably around October 17 - 20, 2023
A King's Reply


I remember a scene in a dream where I saw — texting me and saying to my confession that I liked her 4 years ago with one message that was something like "This is something one of the kings do. 👑"

I remember a dream where it was me staring at something that ate people's bellies (and eyes or something else I think). I remember that it was eating these three weird figures that had a human head, one or all of them belonging to —'s. In this dream, I was also looking outside the window of my room and staring downward at the place where people walk there.



October 21, 2023, 7:07:21 PM
The Marathon and the Kubo House


I remember a dream where I saw former — — and her whole family and just being a part of their running marathon event around an urban neighborhood. I remember — being there as a part of it, probably — as well. I remember many people being a part of this event, and I think I remember failing to catch up to them and even know the right directions. I remember running into —'s family in an roofless, open corridor or alleyway leading to another road or street. Though, I saw that the road behind them was like that inside a mall rather than the black asphalt road.

I remember looking at Facebook and seeing posts about the event. I think saw ones that people with whom I was familiar made. I think — also posted.

I remember seeing — there, and he was at the age that I last remembered him to be. I remember him being among those shorter than him, and they were probably participating in the race.

I remember that maybe after or during the race, I was in a large kubo-style house with an open, bare door. I remember passing by this table or giant rectangular seat. I think either I felt that —'s family was near or coming or they were actually on the seat somehow. I rememer passing by this seat around the left side from my perspective and outside the door behind the seat. I remember somehow recording —'s voice, but instead of only the voice, I somehow recorded her face as well. I remember seeing the video paused and her face looking weird since it was paused while she was talking. I remember uploading the video on my Youtube. I forgot why I uploaded it, but I remember realizing that pretending to be someone else on Youtube is dangerous. So I went and removed it I think. Though, instead of it being public, I think it was still processing. Though, the dream might have made it take some time to load the thumbnail or something, because I might have felt that that was the case. I remember seeing other videos in gray rather than their thumbnail in a website that looked similar to Youtube Studio. I might have felt that these videos were only loading their thumbnail. Though, I was zoomed in on the videos. (I can't find his name anywhere.)

I think I might have used looking at Facebook to discover where the runners were.


October 26, 2023 around 12 midnight
The Broken Phone


My dream where I was at this bazaar or market-looking place, walking around and even picking up a tocino package and then placing it back down. I think the tocino was still wet and cold. Though, I remember feeling nothing from it. I walked around and felt faintly out of place since I forwent buying anything there. I remember seeing my father and taking a few seconds to recognize him, staring and studying his features. I was surprised when I realized he was here. He said that we were going to leave in a while. He said only a few minutes or something, so I thought he might have been there for hours even during the time when I was walking around and browsing. The market was bustling and I remember seeing many people. It was likely in a lower-income neighborhood, because I remember that the tables, wood, and clothes reflected that. They were also dark-skinned, and their demeanor and movements also reflected the lower-income feel. I remember playing around with a phone and trying to remove something from it. It was my phone I think, and I think I had to remove something and use the original screen or something. I remember that the phone got broken while I tried to fix it. I was trying to press the phone and combine it together by slotting the holes into the studs. After a while, I saw that the phone was still broken. Every once in a while, while combining it, I would see the screen turn from dim to bright. But that stopped, because soon enough, it was broken. I remember seeing a monitor and seeing some text that one would see when the computer's starting up. I was in the living room of my house, and this was a familiar sight in the past. The sound I heard from the phone combining failing was —'s movement of the small black chair in real life making screeching sounds. I was hoping that waking up or transitioning to some next stage of the dream would make it so that the process of breaking the phone was "undoed". When I woke up, I was there, lying for several minutes before I turned my body onto my belly from lying on my back. I pushed my arm and struggled to get up, opening the door and going downstairs. 


2023-11-08 08:30:17



November 8, 2023, 8:02:46 AM
The Third-Person Woman


I had three dreams. I forgot the second.

I remember that the first dream was set in this place where I was flying up and down using a pan or plate with food or some sort. What I would do is put it under my buttocks, and I would fly. I would fly and go through this giant parking lot place consisting of many floors, but instead of cars, I think it was animals that stayed there. I remember seeing a scarily giant monkey with long limbs, and it was hanging with its body facing the ground and its arms over its head and legs extending backward and hanging onto something. I remember trying to change my flying position by moving the pan under me and just trying to fly by having it right in front of me while I still held it. For some reason, in the dream, it made logical sense that flying would work this way. What happened later was me sitting in my church and talking to —. I was seated on the edge of the pew, while — was sitting next to me and further to the middle of the pew. Beside —, — — was there. I remember talking to — and treating him like a child I think, or maybe I was just very friendly with him. I remember that for some reason, I was suddenly on a place, and I think — — was still there. But — was not. I remember seeing classmates from —. I remember that I moved from the pew on the church to the seat in front of a group of 8 or so — seniors. I lowered my head in apology for several seconds, and I think I did something wrong because the seniors were looking and gesturing at me as if I had done something wrong. I think it was these same seniors that jumped out of the plane one by one. I remember jumping out of the place with them, but before I could leap off, I think — — told me to grab onto the bar on the plane. I remember grabbing onto the bar and then climbing back inside the plane. I was not scared for some reason. I was fully prepared to jumping off the plane. I don't think I even considred a parachute. I think I even imagined the battlefield where we would jump. — told me to get the gun inside right in front of something. When I was inside the plane, I looked around for a while before I saw a gun inside a plastic bag. It was an assault rifle, and I removed it from the bag. But one of my classmates — asked me angrily why I was doing this. Or something along those lines. I remember that I was still wearing yellow or something pants and my yellow cardigan jacket. I was really not prepared for war. I remember explaining that I had no particular reason why I wanted to do it. I just wanted to, or I just felt like it. I remember that others were in the room, but it was — that seemed to respond to me at all. I remember that I even said and cried that I didn't need a girlfriend or something. I remember that — got so angry that he turned into a monster or something and sent out these sharp supernatural attacks on me. I remember defending against it, and the fight was supernatural.

My third dream was me at church or something. I feel like I forgot the beginning of this dream, but I remember that I was at some church or something. It was not my former main church, but I remember that I was sitting down. I remember that former — — was talking to me, but he was talking to me condescendingly. I remember that I was sitting on this long table or something. I remember that many people were closer to the stage where a screen was, and I was further at the back near the exit. This setup is similar to a lot of churches. I remember that I began to cry and get angry when someone told me that — was doing something to manipulate me. I remember that this someone told me that — was positioning himself next to me in a way that made it seem like I and — had a different conversation than we actually had. When I cried and got angry, people looked at me, but I wasn't thrown out. Instead, I left and walked slowly to a bathroom place. I remember seeing a lot of people on the way. I think I saw white people that most likely were rich, and I remember seeing a group of guys going into the bathroom where I headed. But when I went into the bathroom, I had so much wall toilets in which to urinate. So after I urinated, which felt good in my dream, as I urinated lots of water. But I didn't urinate in real life. This happened several times at least in other past dreams. I remember that a kid was there in the bathroom. I remember that other kids were there. After I was done, I remember grabbing a ten pesos coin and several other coins. But the kid who was in the bathroom checked the coins, discovered that they were his, and told me playfully that I got them, implying that I did this intentionally. So I went back to the bathroom wall–textured, very bulky shelf on the wall next to the toilet where I urinated. I got my ten pesos coin there. This coin was in my left pocket, and I remember feeling it several times while walking to the bathroom. After I exited the bathroom, I paid the person there who dealt with the payment for the bathroom, since it costed money to use. I remember a paper sticking to the wall with prices written with a pentel pen. The first price on top was 1.85 pesos, so I handed the person my ten pesos. I think I might have gotten 8 pesos or 2 pesos in return, but I remember being suspicious and wondering why I didn't get cents. It was 1.85 pesos, but in effect, it was 2 pesos. I didn't mind it too much after being suspicious and asking about it. Afterwards, I walked back to the church. I remember pondering about the 1.85 pesos on the way. When I went back to the church, it was now my former main church for some reason. I remember that it was night, and a lot of people were inside. For some reason, I was able to toggle third person from first person. So I could lower my head and adjust my third person angle to see inside. It was like Minecraft. I remember seeing — on the left corner next to the double-door exit. I remember seeing Ate — between Building A and B. She had lots of makeup enough to look very light-skinned.

When the service or event in the church was over, the youth went outside. I remember seeing — and noticing another girl had exaggeratedly large breasts, probably 25% bigger than her head or more. I went inside through the side of the youth crowd. Then, somehow, I was able to make my face that of a woman by choice. This was to make myself hidden. I remember walking around and thinking that there was so little people. The lights were also still open. Then I realized that the people who went outside were youths, and they covered the majority of the people attending earlier. I realized that the rest of the people staying inside after the event were not part of the youth. I remember just walking around and feeling the strange weight of the third-person angle I used as I walked. I remember seeing that my woman face that I activated inside the church looked fake to me. It looked similar to the earlier deep fake that I saw, but I knew that it was working in others' perspective, even if it looked fake to me. I remember walking in between several people sitting down. After that, I remember walking back outside to the portico of the church where the youth were.

No one paid attention to my presence for some reason until this point. I remember a girl saying "gay" to me, while I was in my girl form. I wasn't just a girl face anymore, and it didn't look fake. I genuinely had a full girl body. I was wearing a gray blouse, and I still looked Asian. I wore red lipstick, and I remember somehow having my hair cut instantly. The emergence of this shorter hair was right before the girl said gay to me. I remember that I was standing where the black gates were. The gates were opened. And the girl that said gay was standing next to me to my left. I think another person was standing to my right. The girl saying gay was doing it because she was gay too I think. She was looking at me with playful eyes, as if she found another person similar to her with her gaydar.

I remember that I could supernaturally see and hear the imaginations of the people there.

I remember that I saw and heard the imaginations of a child. In his imagination, he was this giant thing, possible Godzilla, and he was blasting lazers out of his eyes at targets or enemies. I remember that I somehow had an interface that allowed me to mute him via two buttons.

I remember another person was having a similarly chaotic imaginations on the white bench in the portico.

I remember others having other imaginations, but I forgot what they were.

For some reason, I saw two bald guys making love in front of me. It might have been a guy and a girl, but I remember them both being muscular. I remember that the top guy was standing, while the bottom guy was suppine and lying down on his neck or something. The bottom might have been prone. 

I think that was the end of the dream.


Dreams from a long time ago


Castle
I remember a dream where I went to a castle.

Mansion

I had a dream where I entered a mansion and greeted a person at a registration table. I remember walking alongside a group of people, probably friends. I remember that the person at the table was a beautiful woman. I remember passing her and then turning my toward her and locking eyes with her. We probably exchanged words in this moment. I remember a horse outside the window while talking to some male official in the middle of the large room wherein the table and the woman was. I think I remember — being there. I remember seeing many horses inside I think. Or maybe it was only one or several. These horses inside might have had armor. I remember sitting down at a table. I remember sitting next to — I think. I remember doing something strange, which —I think—after I woke up, then praised for some reason I forgot.

Yellow Road
I had a dream where I was on the sloping road with orange or yellow lights all around.

— —

I remember having a dream where — was standing. I can remember what the image looked like. She was standing on the right side of the image. She was tilted slightly to the left. She was wearing the school uniform I saw her in for most of the school year. The background was black probably with hints of other colors like brown.

Immortality in a Forest
I remember a dream where I was immortal. I remember I was walking through the forest. This forest was very large, encompassing probably an infinite plane. I  I remember encountering someone possibly. I remember that I probably arrived at a place where there was a community of people. This community of people was situated in a flat, yellow dirt field. I remember it being close to a body of water large enough to house boats. The part where I was walking through the forest might have been many years, maybe even centuries or decades. I think the dream was set in a medieval fantasy world. Conversations that most likely occurred between me and characters within the dream, among other details, remain to be remembered.

I might have written this dream down somewhere, but the most recent possible place to look, my phone, lost its data after getting fixed and its data reset.

Linear Pattern Town
I had a dream about a city. This urban settlement possessed a linear morphology characterized by its elongated shape.

Bandit Camp

I had a dream regarding a bandit camp–looking camp or village or town. It was night, and torches were lit all around it while some of them were set outside the camp. I think I was giving orders or something to a large group of people.

Naked in Church

I remember a dream where I would go naked in a Christmas party or event. I remember that I either talked about it or wrote it down albeit with little skill. I remember seeing pews and various people that I knew. In reality, I was going to my former main church around this time and I probably was not a part of the praise and worship team yet. Probably, I might have been going to — or fresh out of — at the time.

League of Legends

I remember having a lot of dreams which included depictions of the video game "League of Legends."

I think I remember seeing a dream that included the "champion" "Mundo," "Kled," and "Sylas."

Winnie the Pooh
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I remember a dream where I climbed a ladder up to a tree to a tree house. I think I thought it belonged to Winnie the Pooh or something. I remember the image where a house was located on the right. The contours of the house looked like a 75°-angle pointing toward the right and the lower right. This house took up about 10 to 30% of the image I think. It was wooden with horizontal lines, and the sky was blue, white, or bluish white. Though, maybe the dream came from a show. However, this dream had a specifically dreamy vibe.


The Forest
The Creatures in the Cave


I remember a dream where I was in this cave, and I think I remember hearing weird sounds maybe. I saw these really strange alien creatures in the cave. It felt so vivid, but I forgot whether I was scared or the monsters were scary. All I remember was that it was vivid and that I felt it was set in the game "The Forest". The monster might have had gray skin, and they might have been humanoids with octopus legs coming from their mouth with a squid-like top of the head. Though, that visual image of them might be a false memory that alludes more to depictions of "Cthulhu" rather than the original monster I saw in the dream. I remember climbing up and down a ladder or wall in the cave. Maybe, I was at the surface at one point, but I do remember that the final part of the dream was most likely with the monsters. 

I remember that the lights in the cave made very deep shadows. These lights might have been from torches, but I forgot what color they were.


Gray Place
The Stop-Motion Ruins


I remember having a dream where I was in this gray place with lots of monochromatically gray buildings and various geometric contours. This place looked ruined and I think that the place felt like it belonged to a certain story, probably the stop-motion animation TV shows "Shawn the Sheep" or "Chicken Run".  Though, maybe I'm wrong. 


Hair
The Geometric Barbershop


I still remember an image of a room where it looks purple or pink in vivid detail, and I remember that in here, it was like a barber shop or a hair stylish shop because I was there to interact with hair gifted or sold to be used as wigs. Likely, I was the one giving my hair. Though, maybe it was someone else. The room looked very geometric. I think I could see a staircase that went upward away from me. The seat of a chair in the middle of the image similar to the ones in barber shop pointed at me. I think I may have seen mirrors on the wall behind the chair, and there may have been another chair to the right and next to the former chair.


Filipino dance party place
The Infinity of Blue Office Rooms


I remember that I had a dream probably 4 or more years ago of this place where people danced and hanged out. For some reason, I think it was a Filipino TV scene thing where characters were interacting. I remember many things happened in this party place, and it was indoors. I still remember distinctly the numerous scenes where people interacted, and I could see office plants and such. The last image I remember was a bluish place with people wearing bluish polo shirts or something. This place probably had a stage or maybe a statue. It felt like a Filipino TV scene, but the interactions felt much more complex. And I believe the location changed throughout, but the general bluish dreamy interactive indoors party office vibe remained.

I think I remember that someone sang, or music played in the dream.

I remember that the places were rooms, and it felt very sectioned like an infinity of blue office rooms.


Lord of the Rings–esque
The Knights at the Cobblestone Gate


I had a Lord of the Rings–esque dream in the long past where I was in this dark, rural, dirty, and probably rainy village, and it was night. I remember seeing knights on horseback, and they looked scary. For some reason, I think the road they were on that passed through the village became or felt so long to the point of infinity for a moment. I remember that the knights were riding toward a gate to my left, and they stopped near me. The horses were facing somewhat toward me, but I was on the side of the road. I think the knights might have been a threat, but besides what I think are torches on the houses of the village and some cobblestone walls and the cobblestone gate, I forgot the rest. I remember that the knights were waering nasal helmets, and I think they wore some cloth over some good armor. The horses also looked geared up with bags and ropes or straps and such, and they had the cloth on their mouth with the string or rope. I think the horses also had banner for clothing on them and hanging on the sides of their torso. I think I remember that the gate was closed with a portcullis.


Spaceship
The Chase on the Brown Planet


I remember a dream where it was a spaceship and it was like a game because I think I was on a spaceship chasing this other spaceship on a planet that looked very brown and rocky. This think this was a very long dream where I only remember partially like most of my dreams.


Balcony
The Fire Nation Indoors


I remember a dream where it was like Avatar the Last Airbender, but I remember that it was indoors. So I think it looked pinkish-red. And I think I remember that it was "Avatar the Fire Nation or something".


Weird structural place
The Cement World and Its Logic


This was a really old dream I think, but it was likely 4 years ago. Most of the old dreams that I remember are likely from 4 years ago.

I remember this weird structural place, and I remember that I was walking around this place. For some reason, I remember that there was a lot of context and details about this world. I remember that it was this geometric concrete place. The place I was in was small, and if I had to describe it, it looked very cement. I think there may have been staircases or pathways leading to other places. This dream was incredibly big and almost full of logic. It shows how my brain can literally invent whole worlds in just a second. It's like a life that I had. This reminds me of all the memories.